je t'aime | jaywon

: chapter - 16

- 🛒 : chapter 16
Authors notes: kinda short but not rlly but its about jay and jungwon reconsidering each other again, jungwon is kind of hesitant but jay is willing to wait for jungwon no matter how long it takes for the younger to decide, it's fluffy but a bit sentimental bc jungwon is still confused but he's willing to accept jay into his heart again in this time period of the fic ^
📌 - wordcount : 1002 words.

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Jungwon walked around the porch as he
Was using a random toy he bought from the ski
Shop to make hearts from snow, chuckling as he placed

It on the snow covered table outside as he sat down on the
Cold snow, building something in the cold morning as he
Felt content and relaxed, happy at last.

Jay yawns, walking out in only a white hoodie and some leggings He wore to sleep as he notices Jungwon building a random snowman.

"Morning." Jay mutters out as Jungwon's eyes widen as he smiles Again, "Good morning." Jungwon replies, "Where's um.. Jieun and Sunoo?" Jay asked, "Oh, all of them went on their other journeys separately I think, Jake is watching over Youngseoul, Jieun decided to go shopping at A nearby thrift store in the outdoor mall, and I'm pretty sure Sunghoon is ice-skating With Sunoo." Jungwon replied.

"Oh.." Jay says as he sits down beside Jungwon, relaxed from The cold, "You aren't freezing to death?" Jungwon asks, "Says you Who's only in a t-shirt and pants.." Jay rolls his eyes.

"So that means it's just us together?" Jay asks.

"Mhm." Jungwon replies, nodding his head as he rests on one of the fence Boards of the Chalet, relaxing in the cold air, Jay stands up, catching Jungwon Off guard as the younger tilted his head in confusion.

"Do you wanna go somewhere together?" Jay asks.

Jungwon flushes a bit, thinking about it for a few moments,
His heart beating regularly faster than before, as much as he
Knew well, he couldn't fathom the fact that Jay was the one who's Been supporting him ever since Heeseung left.

"I mean.. Our trip is ending in 2 days.." Jay chuckles awkwardly.

"No No.. let's go, I kinda wanna spend my time
With you too." Jungwon smiles.

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"Smile Jungwon!" Jay exclaims as he takes a photo of
Jungwon by the ski trail, the mountain high a-top the hills
Where you could see the forest from below, the snow was
Glistening as it poured around them beautifully.

"We're back here again huh?" Jungwon asked as Jay
Chuckles, "Yeah.. from a week and a half ago." Jay mutters out as He removes his skis, Jungwon on the other hand putting his Snowboard attachment on.

"No like.. Remember before? As in, a really long time ago?"

Jungwon mutters out, Jay's eyes widen suddenly, "O-Oh.. Right! We had a vacation here before.." Jay chuckles awkwardly.

"And to think I thought you remembered everything." Jungwon Rolls his eyes, removing his snowboard as his feet were slightly Aching trying to balance himself. Jay chuckles, standing up as he hugged Jungwon from behind,
Shocking the younger slightly.

"I'm sorry.." Jay mumbles, lowering his head, "Yah, it's fine
Hyung, you don't need to be so sorry about it.." Jungwon sighs, The tension awkward around them yet they still consider to hug Each other like this.

"I remember yeah, I gave you that necklace here right?"
Jay asked quietly as Jungwon nodded.

"Mmm.. You did, I remember." Jungwon muttered out as
He watched the sky glitter with snow, he smiled a bit softly,
Content as he ever could be, even with all the complicated
Details.

He was happy in this moment, and to him, that was
Pretty much all that mattered.

"Hey.. Um.. Jungwon, I just wanna ask." Jay suddenly
Says after a bit of silence, removing his grip from Jungwon
As the younger turns around in confusion, "Hm? Go ask me
Anything." Jungwon shrugs

Jay sighs awkwardly, giving out a small tsk as
His cheeks turned into a tint of rose, blushing as
He was a bit flustered to even mention what he
Wanted to for the younger.

"It's just.. Um.. Can I still have a chance?" Jay asks
As Jungwon looks at him in shock.
"G-God.. Sorry.. Wait, i don't think I should've said that..
Knowing you're still trying to move on from Heeseung.. In
Sorry.. It's just, um.. Crap-"

"Jay.." Jungwon muttered out, smiling softly
As Jay only looked at him solemnly.

"You always did have a chance." Jungwon mumbled.
"I did?" Jay asked, suddenly surprised at Jungwon's reply,
Jungwon crossed his arms, sighing as he looked at Jay
Completely silent before he wanted to pick up all his words
Before he regretted saying anything.

"I.. I was never completely over you Jay, I'm hesitant to
Be with you again.. B-But, even.. With that.. You always still
Had a chance, and, you showed me you did these past 5
Months.. Being your work partner.." Jungwon muttered out.

"It'll take time for me to accept it again.. But.. I do, I do think I still like you Jay." Jungwon sighs, "But.. We can't just.. Y'know.. Start dating right now.. I just.. I need some time to think about it First, it's.. I don't know how to feel really.." Jungwon mumbles, "I'll wait. I'll wait days, months, and years, just take your time Jungwon." Jay smiles silently after he takes a deep breath.

"Let's just start a-new, if you want." Jungwon smiles,
"I'd like that." Jay chuckles, "It'll take time for me to think,
But.. if you're willing.."

"W-Would you just.. Like to.. Court me instead?"
Jungwon stuttered out, "N-Not anything i've been thinking
About..! It's just.. For me to.. Decide.. And all.." Jungwon
Blushed.

Jay could only chuckle at the flustered Jungwon,

Hugging him tightly as Jungwon let out a tiny gasp
From Jay's sudden affection.

"I'll do anything."

"Especially when it comes to being
With you once more, Won."

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