je t'aime | jaywon

: m' amour. | special

m' amour, special.
a short little present for all of you, thank you to everyone who's been supporting me ever since this book, it's been such an overwhelmingly lovely journey.

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Jungwon's eyes slowly start to clear up, he grumbles, it's too early in the morning.. He thinks, adjusting himself as he rolls around to face the other side of the bed, he smiles warmly.

It's been a year since Jay and him became lovers again, it's honestly been refreshing as if they were just a new couple from when they were still in college.

And honestly, Jungwon couldn't be any less happy about it.

The younger cups Jay's cheeks, the older still asleep, "Hyung.." He mutters, kissing him sweetly on the forehead, "Hm?" Jay asks, opening his eyes, startling Jungwon.

"E-Eh..! You- you should've told me you were awake beforehand.." He stutters, making Jay giggle, "You're so cute, it's hard not to notice hm?" He whispers, nuzzling himself into Jungwon's chest, hugging him tightly.

"You're so clingy.." Jungwon whines, "I can't help it, I love you so much." Jay replies back in an instant, making the younger blush, it was definitely cheesy how they went by their day.

But 2 years without each other was more than grueling, 'devastating' wasn't even the right word to describe the way they felt.

"I like you, Jungwon." Jay confesses, Jungwon scoffs, "Idiot. You say this every day." Jungwon grumbles, "I just want to remind you~ Am I not allowed to..?" He pouts, but the younger only laughs and shakes his head.

"Of course not honey, let's get up already, we overslept for the weekend.." Jungwon yawns, "Yah, you're tired too! Let's just cuddle for the day.." Jay lazily says.

Jungwon wants to object, but it feels way too comfortable being in Jay's arms, the cute little kisses Jay gives him unexpectedly, pinching Jungwon's cheeks and telling him all sorts of compliments about how pretty he is.

Home.. that's the word to call it, Jay was Jungwon's home, and after so long, he was able to realize that once more.

Sure enough, the hardships only took a toll on how they both saw each other when they first encountered each other after such a long and awkward time between them, but Jungwon doesn't regret it one bit.

"I love you Jongseong." Jungwon whispers, "Hmm? Say it again?" Jay says, teasing the younger who only huffs, "No way, you know what I said, hmph!" He says.

"Hehe, I know, I just wanted to hear it for the second time, you're so cute." Jay chuckles, kissing Jungwon's cheek.

"Enough of the k-kisses, let's wake up already! I'm gonna melt from all the remarks you give me!" Jungwon says, his face as red as a strawberry, sitting up quickly and immediately getting out of bed, making Jay laugh and follow suit.

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Jay sighs, finally unpacking the last important box, yes, it has been a year, a year of nagging Jungwon to live together. Which Jungwon finally agreed to a month or so ago.

"Remember this?" Jay says, waving around a fluffy cat plush that Jungwon had given him, "Ah! My plushie! You kept this?!" Jungwon exclaims, grabbing it out of Jay's hands and hugging it tightly.

"Of course, why wouldn't I?" Jay winks, "What is the other stuff you kept then?" Jungwon asks, Jay shrugs, looking at the half-filled box that had important trinkets from his and Jungwon's past.

"Uuuhh.. Cassette tapes, old DVDs, polaroid films, oh, this album book." Jay says, digging to the bottom of the cardboard box, wiping off the specks of dust from the cover.