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New morning!
Avu pov
As usual, I woke up early with the horrible nightmare
I am BROKEN,
but no one can see it
I am DEPRESSED,
but no one can see it
Everything that they see is my smile,
I am a good actor
But when I became an actor I also became a liar
Every day when I laugh,
Every day when I smile,
I lie to myself
I feel so empty; all colors are dull.
I can barely breathe on my own.
The light is gone and dark is back.
Cover me in endless black,
I feel nothing any more
I everything all the time
I hate the people who crushed my very being
I love the people who destroyed my soul
I am hollow from the hole in my chest
Yet I have a heart which can be broken
The pain kills me from the inside
Yet it comforts me
I know I am lost
But I feel at home
What hurts the most is the lie that I believe
The lie that I wish was real
So I could truly feel again
I tried so hard.
I tried my best.
And now there’s nothing left
My heart is now in so much pain.
My tears are falling like pouring rain.
I can no longer sleep a full night.
I can no longer fight.
Moving on was
never meant to be easy.
It will hurt, it will be painful,
it will be exhausting,
but it will always be
worth it.
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Sid pov
Another day! Another tension!
Again that nightmare
I woke up then gone the gym and did my morning chores
I am so tired to be broken
Roaming here and there with the cold face...
I am disturbed, I want to scream top of my lungs and cry until the pain releases THE PAIN which is trapping in my soul releases
NO ONE sees how broken I am?
I do t care about people who don't want to be in my life,
My FEELINGS? oh they lost somewhere
I am LOST, I just want to become old me,
I am not ok,
I am HURT,
I am DEPRESSED,
I cry myself to sleep
The once sweet and a warm boy turned heartless and cold
Why??
I guess coz being cold-hearted and heartless was the only option left with me! The only option for me not to get broken again!
I look alive
But I am dead inside
My heart has holes
And black blood flows
Heartbreak sucks. No matter what you do or how you keep yourself busy, there comes a time when you just cannot take it anymore and break down. And that is totally okay
I’m living in the present.
My mind is on the past.
Not knowing what I’ll lose,
Not knowing what will last.
Blinded by fear,
Drowning in doubt,
Struggling to be free,
Looking for a way out
*******************************not an chapter
just wanted to show you guys about their broken heart
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Nisha
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