the disastrous life of tommyinit - ftm au

cp 5

TW S/h S/A flashback 

                                                                            Tubbo - Pov 

"Oh! Uhm,, I have a cat she just bit me a lot!" I said with my breath shaking. "Toby, Why r u lying?" Tommy said. "I-I'm sorry." I said as I hugged him "Hey? Hey, it's alright now.." Tommy said. Later we fell asleep on each other. 

                                                                         Phil - Pov

"Oh shit man. I need to go!"  jschlatt said. "Oh! Alright! ill show u Taylors room" I said as we walked to it. We saw them both asleep. "aww-" I said "Ugh, Can I just leave him here?" jschlatt asked "Oh yeah sure!" I said "alright bye Phil!" he said "Bye!" I went over to the couch and sat on it. "Oh Hey dadza!" Will said. "Hm? oh hey will!" I said. "so what u and Taylor talk about?" I asked. [A/N: Was in chap 3.] "Oh nothing important!" will said. "Alright, So I was maybe thinking having techno come over for Christmas?" I said "Oh! yeah that sounds cool!" will said 

                                                                         Tommy - Pov

[A/N : This is a dream as Tommy has flashbacks btw,,] 

I watched as my dad hit my mom and see blood. I was sitting in the corner scared. I was 3. then my dad got closer to me "Listen u little shit. don't u dare do anything!" he said "Y-Yes!" I said. Then later my mom died. I generally didn't understand death she died when I was so young. then, when I was 7 my dad r4p3d me... Then I woke up.

"TOMMY?" Tubbo said "Are you okay??" tubbo said scarily "W-wha?.." I said "U woke up crying I don't know?" tubbo said "Oh u-Uhm sorry.." I said "it's alright I'm going home is that alright?" tubbo asked. "mmm do what u want." I said.

Fuck man.   as soon as toby left I went into the bathroom. I looked at the razor on the sink. I was clean for 2 months but. I need it. I sat down and started it doing 1 line turned into 5, that turned into 15, then 30.

  I just wanted to disappear.