the disastrous life of tommyinit - ftm au

Chap 7,

Tw / Trama flashback, Death Blood, Abuse

Tommy - Pov  

I went out to the lobby to see Wilbur. "Tommy, Can we talk-" He said as I said "No." "Where Phil?" I asked. "Oh, he had to go see techno-" will said we went to the car and it was just quiet. we had got home and I just went to my room.

 "Tommy, For when u wanna talk I'm here for you okay?" will said. But I didn't wanna say anything. I grabbed my phone I haven't touched it since I got here. I looked at it was so cracked the glass was falling off. "shit-" I said as the glass cut me. It hurt really badly. I went to the bathroom to clean it then I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was overgrown I took my scissors to cut it. I knew how to since my mom Was a hairstylist and taught me. I had cut it to a masculine haircut and cleaned up my hair mess. 

I had pretty strawberry blonde hair. Just like my mom. I hated looking like my mom. 

I remembered the night she died. It was summer. I was 3 I had woken up to go to the bathroom when I heard my dad yelling. He was drunk. He started yelling and punching my mom I didn't know what to do, I couldn't talk that well I couldn't even cry I was so scared. Then he threw her at the wall. then he left the house I ran to my mom. She was dead. covered in a crimson red. "m-mom?.." I said sobbing. "Please wake up... I need you.." 

I had tears running up and down my face a sat down on my knees panicking. I couldn't even stop it just went on 

Wilbur - Pov

 I felt bad for Tommy. He had been through so much stuff and I couldn't do anything :(. 

I was texting Phil asking where he was. I sighed as I  sat on the couch it was 6 pm "hmm I guess I should make some food. I got up and went to Tommy's door. "Tommy?" I asked No answer I just heard what sounded like a sob? "Tommy? I'm gonna come in okay?" I said.  It was coming from his bathroom I went to it and opened it. It was Tommy sobbing I sat down and he just jumped on me and hugged me. "Hey? it's alright now" I said playing with his hair. he slowly started to calm down. "Oh. uhmm... H-hi" Tommy said. I smiled at him. "You don't have to tell me why u were crying dw. Only if u wanna," I said . "Can I tell you..?" he asked. "of course, u can always talk to me." I said 'I-i had a flashback. to the night my mom died... I-I" Tommy said as I hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry toms," I said. He smiled it made me smile. "I love you toms," I said. "I love you too will," Tommy said. [/p]

[A/N: fluffy ending. sorry for not updating I had to go to an m3nt4l hospital and then got covid again. Sorry! :] ]