Tw panic attacks, self-harm scar look at?Blood mention, gore? Getting sick.
DW tommys not gonna die :]
Tommy - pov
I was just skating with ranboo next thing I know I have a huge cut on my leg, then I'm in an ambulance. I saw tubbo. "Tubbs??" I said. "yes toms?" he said. "wh-what's going on?" I said. I felt my eyes bubble up, my heart beating fast and like I was gonna throw up. I was having a panic attack. "i-i Tommy" tubbo said. Was I dying? Was I gonna die? "Tommy." someone said. "Tommy looks at me," they said again. I looked at them wiping my tears. It was Wilbur. "Your okay toms. I promise." he said. "n-no I-i-am G-gonna die I-" I said. Wilbur sat me up and put my head right by his chest. "Tommy. Copy my breathing okay?" he said. I did as he said. "You're not gonna die I promise," Wilbur said.
All the sudden my vision went black and I couldn't breath
Wilbur - pov
Tommy passed out. "Shit!" I said. I saw Tubbo looking at him with fear in his eyes. "Tommy..?" he said. "He's still breathing.." I said.
We were finally at the hospital. Tommy was rushed into a room. I was forced to go into the waiting room. I saw someone I knew Niki. "Niki?" I asked. "Wilbur! Hello!" she said. "Why are you here-" I asked. "oh! I ran into Tommy at the rink- I just thought id come-" She said. "I can leave if u want-" she said. "what- No no! Stay- Sorry I didn't mean for that to be rude-" I said laughing. "Wanna come sit with me?" she asked. "sure!" I said sitting down. "Do you know what happened?" I asked. "Yeah! Tommy and some kid I think his name was Ranboo? Not sure- But Tommy was helping him skate and Tommy fell and Cut his leg on the wall." she said. "Holy shit-" I said. "I hope he's gonna be alright," I said. "He's gonna be okay, I promise," Niki said. "How'd do you that tho?" I said panicking. "My mom's a doctor she teaches me a lot of stuff. I looked at their Cut it's not deep." She said. "alright.." I said Laying my head on her shoulder falling asleep [DONT MAKE THIS SEXAUL]
Tommy - pov
I woke up to see the doctors undressing me, "WHAT THE FUCK?" I screamed. "hey! calm down," one of them said. "We have to get you into a hospital gown." another one said. I noticed I didn't have a top on. "what! Let me do it my fucking self!'' I screamed. "Ma'am just go back to sleep, we are gonna have to put you to sleep anyway for surgery." another one said. I felt my eyes bubble up, my heart beating fast and like I was gonna throw up again. I managed to put my top back on. "We need that off-" one said. "I want my brother.." I said. one of them sighed and left the room.
Wilbur - pov
"_____ Soot?" One of the doctors said. "will?" I heard. "huh?" I said still half asleep "Who the fuck Are you calling?" I heard Tommy ask. "Your sister?" The doctor said. "I have a brother, not a sister," Tommy said. I heard Tommy and the doctor talking but I couldn't hear it. "Wilbur soot?" I heard. "There you go!" Tommy said, I got up and went to the doctor. "Taylor wants you," He said. I went into the room
"What's up toms?" I asked. "I-I don't wanna do this," he said. "Toms- you kinda have to'' I said. "I-i don't wanna have surgery tho!" Tommy whined, panicking. "Toms- You're not getting surgery-'' I said. "the-The doctors said I am!" he said. "Toms- You're getting stitches that's it" I stated. "you promise?" He calmed down. "I promise, '' I said. "Okay," he said. "I love you, Wilbur, '' he said. "I love you toms," I said back leaving the room. I went back to the waiting room to see Phil. "Wow! You finally show up after a week!?" I said. "What?" he said. "I've been taking care of tom- Taylor for a week now and you just left?" I said. "I was busy," Phil said. "Sure," I said. I sat down next to Niki laying on her. She began to play with my hair. This was gonna be a long night.
I woke up in the middle of the night feeling sick. I ignored it. I should not have. I ran to the bathroom I sank to the floor getting sick and sobbing.
Niki - pov
I woke up to find Wilbur not there. I heard a noise coming from the women's restroom. I went inside. "Wilbur?" I said. I was Wilbur throwing up and having a panic attack. I ran over to him. "Hey! Will look at me.!" I said. He looked up at me with tears running down my face. "Okay, will I need you to follow my breathing okay?" I asked. He nodded. "Okay, I'm gonna need you to take deep breaths just like I do okay?" I said. He nodded. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10," I said breathing and exhaling. He was calmed down. "Better?" I asked. "A bit," he said. "Come on, let's go back to the waiting room," I said. He got up and we walked to the waiting room. He both fell back asleep.
I was woken up by the doctors. "Huh?" I said. "We have some news about Taylor.'' They said Wilbur sat up. "So, she is okay, she is gonna have a good recovery but we noticed something about her body," he said. "What?" Wilbur asked. "It's full of scars, open cuts, cigarette burns, bruises, and more scars," he said. "Oh, fuck" Wilbur said. "Did you do this?" the doctor asked will. "What? No of course not! It's from his Bio dad, He did bad stuff to him." Will said, "alright, You're his sister right?" The doctor said talking to will. I saw the look on his face from being misgendered. "Y-yep!" he said forcefully, trying not to cry. I didn't understand. He had full top surgery, had hair that looked like a boy, dressed very masculine, and had his name changed from his dead name to Wilbur. Yet people still misgender him! "Are you his bio-Sister?" the doctor asked. "N-no" will said. "Alright thank you." the doctor said leaving. Will put his head onto my chest and slightly cried. "Hey, It's alright I promise," I said comforting him. Hopefully, Tommy is okay.
[a/n This is 1100+ words I'm gonna sob]
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the disastrous life of tommyinit - ftm au
RandomStarted on January 17th, 2022 FINISHED NOV 26TH 2022! It was called fuck life but needed a pg name for school <3 --- ART: user116741 ON TWT!!! ---- first chapters suck sorry! ---- TW FOR su1c1de, sh [cutt1ng], eds, cursing but this is Tommy?, od...