the disastrous life of tommyinit - ftm au

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tw implied suicide eating disorder and sh

how does wilbur not die? idk

Tommy - pov

I ran over to him untying the rope. "No! No! Wilbur!" I said as tears formed in my eyes. I picked up my phone calling tubbo. He declined the call.

Tommy >:3: TUBBO I NEED YOU TO PICK UP! PLEASE!!

Tubbo: why should I?

Tommy >:3: Wilbur just tried to hang himself

He called me right after.

"Tommy?" "tubbo! I-i" "hey I need you to breath," tubbo said. "Is he still breathing?" Tubbo asked me. I checked his pulse. "Y-yeah but it's really slow.." "alright, I'm gonna come over to your house is that okay?" "y-yeah please hurry," I said hanging up the phone. I looked down at Wilbur's arms, they had blood-soaked bandages on them. More tears formed in my eyes.

I heard the front door open. "Tommy?" Tubbo said peeking his head in the door. He sat down next to me and Wilbur's almost lifeless body. "Alright, I'm gonna call 999 okay? You call Phil." tubbo said. Tubbo pulled out a clip from his pocket putting it in his hair to get the hair out of his face. I got up walking to the bathroom.

I put in his number shaking. "Taylor? Everything okay?" "u-uhh w-will tired to h-hang himself and h-he's almost g-gone.." "oh, shit, alright have you called 999?" "t-tubbo is" "alright, ill meet yall at the hospital," Phil said hanging up the phone.

I came out of the bathroom sitting next to Wilbur's body. "Okay, I called them they are on the way and ranboos coming over." "a-alright, are you still mad at me?" "no, but let's put that behind us okay?" Tubbo said. "O-okay" Ranboo came into the room looking at Wilbur. "Oh," he said. They sat down next to me.

Ranboo pov [ i wanna use him more so ya :} ]

Tommy began to breathe harder. "I-i don't u-understand.." He said. "Understand what?" tubbo said. "W-will gave me a box full of chest binders, h-he wrote it a-and sounded happy w-why d-did he do this? H-he knows i-i need him..." Tommy said. The people ended up coming to take us and Wilbur to the hospital.

Before we entered the ambulance tubbo stopped me. "Wait boo-" "huh?" "listen uhm, Tommy doesn't do good in hospitals so if he panics we have to help him okay?" "oh uhm okay," I said. Tommy started at Wilbur. I got into the ambulance so did tubbo.

"Tommy?" Tubbo said. "Yeah?" "What did Phil say?" "he said he would meet us there" "alright"

We got to the hospital and of course, we had to wait in the waiting room.

Tommy layed down on tubbos lap, and Tubbo smiled at it. "Do you think he's gonna be okay..?" "I hope so toms,'' Tubbo said, yawning. I leaned my head n tubbo's shoulder as he layed his head on my head. "I love you guys," Tommy said. We all drifted off to sleep.

I felt a poke at my body. "Boo wake upp," Tubbo said. "Huh?" "Techno and Phil are here," Tubbo said. I sat up. "Wheres Tommy?" "He's in the room Wilbur's in." "oh alright"

Tommy - pov

I started at Wilbur in his bed. "You know Taylor, you are very strong for being able to help him," Phil said. "Really?" "yes, he would probably be dead if it wasn't for you," Phil said running his fingers in my hair. "Alr, I'm gonna go talk to the doctors alright techno?" "mhm"

I felt my heart speed up. "Taylor?" "yeah?" "Did Wilbur tell you anything before he you know" "uhm, no he gave me a box of c-chest binders- t-that's all he said to me" Techo had a confused look on his face. "Wait are you transgender?" "uh-- yeah--" I said laughing. "Huh, what's your name?"

"Tommy"

"Tommy? I think that suits you." "really? That's the same thing Wilbur said ''well he's right, Does Phil know?" "n-no promise me you won't tell him? I wanna tell him myself.." "Alright I promise"

"Can I go back to the waiting room with tubbo and boo?" I asked. "Yeah, I'm gonna watch Wilbur" "alright"

I went into the waiting room to see ranboo and tubbo asleep on each other. "They must be happy," I said in my head. I sat down pulling out my phone and headphones. I put on Lovejoy and layed down.

Wilbur pov

I woke up. I was in the hospital. I'm not dead. I tried to get around with my surrounding but failed. "Will?" I heard. I looked over. Techno. "Oh- uhm tech- hi-" "why didn't you talk to me?" "I'm sorry," I said.

Techno walked over to me standing at my bed. "Promise me you won't do it again?" "I, uhm" I stumbled on all my words. "H-hows college?" I said trying to change the subject. "Wilbur. Promise me." "fine. I promise" Techno went over to me running his fingers in my hair.

"I love you will you know that right?" "y-yeah," I said. "If you ever need to vent or just need to get something off your mind, I'm here, You deserve better." I felt tears form in my eyes. "B-better?" "yes better, you don't deserve any of the bad things that happened to you."

I felt tears running down my face. "I love you," I said. "I love you too." techno said.

"Huh," I heard. It was Tommy. "Oh- Taylor hi!" I said wiping my tears. "Oh, you can call me Tommy he knows," Tommy said. "Oh, okay" "I just wanted to check on you! Do you guys know where dad is?" Tommy asked. "I think he went to talk to the doctors, check the front desk," Techno said. "Thanks!" he said leaving.

Tommy - pov

I went over to the front desk to see Phil talking to a doctor. "Dad!" I said. "Huh? Yes, Taylor?" "Can I go with Tubbo boo and his dad?" I asked in a begging voice. "Sure but please text me if you need anything" "okay! Thank you!" I said leaving.

I got into tubbos dad's truck. "Dad?" Tubbos said. "Hm?" "Where are we going?" he asked. "Well, home, but do you guys want some food?" "oo! Yeah!" tubbo said.

"Tommy when was the last time you ate?" He asked me. "Oh, uhm Friday..?" I said laughing. "Tom Simons! It's Wednesday!" "I know! I just haven't been wanting to eat.." I said lying. 

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hello my little mushrooms! :3 i wanted to say some stuff really quickly, 1. i have nonticed i can not leave thing fandom, 2, im trying to get to the end of this not really sure how far its gonna take to but yeah--- 

anyway i love yall! <33