I'm not sure if I should be scared for Monday/ Tuesday. Why? Because that's when J is supposed to come back. And I'm excited to see her. So early today when I was at the store I bought a gift for her. It is a late birthday early valentines gift. And I'm scared to give it to her. I know she likes me and I like her to but I'm still scared to give it to her. Idk why I just am. I'm going to bring it to school tomorrow and Tuesday since I'm not sure when she's going to school.
Now onto the other stuff. I did get pressure on my ears again. They have also been less itchy not sure if that's good or bad. Also I started a excessive routine. But I don't feel great right now so I will do it in the morning.
