So I have good news. I am able to update today. Also remember in the last chapter where I said I probably won't be able to listen to my subliminals. That was wrong. I have managed to listen to them alot. I have listened to them for more than an hour every day I have been here. Except for yesterday since I got a really bad headache.
While I have been gone I got two weird dreams.
The first one had me and a friend. Also in this dream I was a Neko. So it starts at school. But for some reason nearly all the buses are late. So there's just a bunch of people around the school waiting for a bus to show up. Eventually me and my friend decide to get a car and drive it around the school until the bus comes. Idk why we just didn't use the car to go home. This random person gives us a car because they don't want it anymore so we drive it around the school abit. We get lost but when we return to the school it is blocked off. There's a bunch of police officers and government people there. I start to panic and think that they found out I was a Neko. We decide to drive the car to my friends home since in the dream she lived near the school. When we got there we explained what happened. Her mom said she would drive me home. Then the same people at my school came to her house. I started to panic because I thought they were after me and I fainted. The last thing I saw before fainting was one of the ambulances in the drive way bring out a stretcher and bring it towards me.
I remember way less in my other dream. The only thing I can remember in it is that I was going to ask out J. I was talking with N and asking him what I should do and I came up with the best ask out line. When I woke up I was so proud of it and was going to write it down then I forget it. I was so sad and still am.
