I'm Not Like Him | Hwang Hyunjin

Four

Tw:// mention of abuse

You hadn't gone to work in almost a week. You've also been really distant with Hyunjin ever since you flinched at him. You had so many thoughts flowing through your head at once and couldn't handle them, so you've been stuck in your house for almost a week without even going outside once.

You were sitting on the floor, your back to your bed and your knees to your chest. Tears were streaming down your face. You were remembering everything that happened with your ex, Adrian. You kept trying your best to get those thoughts out of your head but nothing worked. Being around Hyunjin or even the members nothing seemed to keep the bad thoughts out of your head.

"Hyunjin.." you whispered to yourself.

*flashback*

"Why can't you just be understanding for once?!? Why can't you handle me coming home a little late?" You and Adrian were arguing. You were sick and tired of him coming home so late and it was almost every single night.

"You're always coming home late!! I'm tired of having to wait for you!" He rolled his eyes and laughed.

"I don't ask you to wait for me, do I?"

"I'm sorry that I worry!"

"You worry? If you even cared one bit about me you would stay out of my business and leave me alone!" He grabbed a hold of your face.

"Adrian stop, you're hurting me!"

He pushed you into the glass table that sat in the living room in front of the couch. He then started throwing things and before you could get up after being thrown into the glass table he slammed the door and left.

*flashback over*

Your bedroom door flew open. There Hyunjin stood, as soon as he saw you and the state you're in he dropped the bags he was holding from practice. He goes down to your level and makes sure you don't flinch away from his touch before he pulls you in for a hug.

"It's just me.. don't worry."

You refused to look up at him. You didn't want him to see how much you had been crying even though he already knew you were crying.

"You scared me Y/n. Talk to me..please."

You calmed your breathing and looked up at him.

"Are you going to leave me too? If it makes you happier and so I don't burden you then-"

His eyes saddened.

"Are you going to hurt me..?"

He had never been more shocked by something you had said.

"I'm not like him, Y/n. I won't leave you. I love you. I promise to never hurt or scare you like that."

You let go of his sleeve, scared that you thought he was gonna leave.

"We're gonna clean you up and when we're done I'm going to hold you in my arms and never let you go" His eyes softened.

He helped you get cleaned up and you got changed. He went downstairs to call Chan to tell him that you were okay. After he ended the call and turned off all the lights, going back upstairs to you. You got into bed and waited for him. When he entered your room he got into bed and he immediately grabbed you.

"Let's stop crying. I'm nothing like him Y/n. I'm never going to leave or hurt you." You looked into his eyes and got closer to him.

"Hyunjin."

He looked down at you.

"I need to tell you something..."

A/n:
Hi guys!! I apologize for a short chapter. I've been busy writing other stories, so for the next chapter I'll try to make it a longer one. Hoped you enjoyed this chapter!