this is real life? >jg<

apologies

chapter 46

i spent the rest of the week in bed watching netflix, and eating food all day

eventually i watched too much movies that it eventually got boring, i mean i love movies but i watched too many.

i texted my friends back, and got up and took a quick shower, i felt filthy

after i dried my hair and body changing into my undergarments, and a pair of skinny jeans and a maroon oversized sweater, and topped it a white scarf, i put my black pair of converse.

i applied very small makeup, so i can let my face breath a little

i grabbed my keys, and my medium sized purse, i was heading to the mall, i havent been there for awhile, and i needed some new clothes.

as i walked to variety of stores, it had brought back a memory of me and callie trying to talk to boys but only ended up embarrassing ourselves

i have to talk to callie, i mean after all were best friends, we cant be ignoring eachother for the rest of our lives

my hands were eventually getting crowded with bags, so it was time to head home. shopping day was a success!

as im home as watch some new movies that were released on Netflix

i called callie, we needed to talk, before its too late, but was a fail because it went straight to voicemail

she wasnt home, so i head downstairs and head down stairs into the the living room.

ill wait for here, she going to come home eventually

so i wait, and wait and wait

its been 9 hours and no sign of callie

ill talk to her tomorrow, im way too exhausted to function at the moment

but i was up after which seemed like an hour, by keys rattling

i sit up as i see the door open, but to see a back that belonged to callie, it looked that she was carrying things

she still hadnt seen me, she closes the door slowly guessing so she wouldnt wake anyone up.

she turns and see me with wide eyes "oh liana.." she says awkwardly

"callie." i say strongly, sitting up straight

"um i didnt know you were awake"

"i was waiting for you" i pause "i wanted to talk"

"what is there to talk about?" she says setting her stuff on the counter

i stand up getting a little pissed, because she clearly knows what i wanted to talk about

"i wanted to talk about how youve been ignoring me, not answering my calls, and avoiding me, especially when i needed you most" i say looking down trying not to cry

"i-i dont know what to say" she says stuttering

"i want to know why" i say looking up but only brought more water to my eyes

"liana bu-"

"tell me" I interrupted

"i was only avoiding you because i wasnt worthy of being your friend, i-i hurt you." this time she looks down in disappointment

"what do you mean?"

"i was the one who split you and sergio, i slept with him and became his girlfriend, i didnt know you liked him. and he only left you heartbroken, because of me, and im sorry"