this is real life? >jg<

carnival date

chapter 40: whoop whoop!!

"i was going to kill myself" i said with tears streaming dowm my face

"liana....." he said starting at me

i looked up at him and just stood there staring at him

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"liana what are talking about?"

"i dont know joey...i was just driving but none of this felt real..i want to prove to myself that this was real until i like woke up..and i was at the edge of a cliff...i was going to kill myself.." i had said why too fast

"what? okay first off stop dont cry.."
"come inside" he suggested

i walked in and went to the couch and sat down

"so you were planning to kill yourself to prove that this is real life?"

"i dont know..this doesnt feel real to me i feel like im dead."

"well does this feel real to you?"

he leans close to me and lands his lips on mine. his lips so soft, i kiss back and my hands raise up to his cheeks and to his neck
he places his hand around my neck

we continue this for a while until i pull back and lean my forehead against his

i open my eyes and look into his beautiful green orbs

"joey"

"yeah?"

"i feel safe around you i know we have been rough but i truly do feel safe around you."

"im glad im here to protect you princess"

i give him one last peck before i cuddle into him

we talk for the rest of the day and watch movies by the time we finished our sixth movie we had noticed that it was getting dark

"im gonna go joey thank you"

"no please stay i dont want you to leave"

"but-" i got cut off

"pleaaaaaaaaaaasssssssseee-"

i cut him off by saying "finee"

"yay!!"

"yeah yeah you idiot"

"im your idiot" he smirked

i playfully push him

i lay next to him and cuddle as we continue watching movies i soon get tired and start to shut my eyelids and before i know it i fell asleep

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authors note:

jk its not the end of the chapter keep reading:)
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i wake up to see a face in front of me.

he sleeps so adorable

and but those lips i lean in ad give him a small peck

instantly i feel lips kiss back

i open my eyes and smile

"good morning"

"good morning" i reply with a smile still on my face

"im hungry" he mumbles in my neck

i giggle "that tickles!"

he chuckles "lets go eat" he gets up and has his hand out

i pull towards me and he lands on top of me

"breakfast can wait" i say biting my lip

he kisses my lips slowly but soon gets aggresive