Park Jimin is the most desired omega on the planet, hot, famous, it boy, single. Or not so single at all? What if behind closed doors there's a secret, a traumatized, broken omega struggling with mental health issues. What if there is an alpha holdi...
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The comments changed into frightened, questioning, supporting.
"I haven't been completely honest with you about my past and a very important part of my life. I was thinking a lot during the past months how and when to tell you, but I guess today's the day. I'm sorry," Jimin's hands were trembling so much he had difficulties to hold the phone. "
"When I was seventeen, I was dreaming to study in the national ballet academy, actually I have been dreaming about it since I was able to walk and dance. I have spent fifteen years of my life to prepare for that audition, endless hours of sweat and hard work, giving in on teenage social life, but I was focused, fixed on this one goal like some madness. That time I had been working night shifts in a club to save up for academy expenses. There I had met an alpha... I mean I have always been afraid of alphas, had been staying far from them, had been saying no each time one had asked me out, but that one, he was different. It has been immediate attraction, love at the first sight I would tell," Jimin blushed, he was short on breath, his throat all dried, but he was afraid to see the comments now, so he kept talking.
"That winter I had my first real love, real romance, my first boyfriend. We were so crazy about each other, we couldn't stay away, never thinking about the consequences. Two weeks before the ballet school audition I had found out I was pregnant. It was a nightmare, I couldn't say anyone, not my alpha, not my parents, there was only my best friend involved in the secret. In that state I went to the pre-audition, I will never forget that day. The principal of the ballet school took me out to a boy's bathroom, slammed against a wall, called me names, has said I have disrespected his school," Jimin began to breath in deeply hoping a panic attack won't break out now.
Jungmine looked up but he begged him to stay quiet with his eyes and his son did. "I'm sorry. That day I have started to suffer under panic attacks, my life has been very difficult since then. So... the principal has told me that he will keep an eye closed on the incident if I proceed with abortion till the main audition that had been in six days." His scar began to hurt so Jimin squeezed it through the fabric of his shirt, he hoped Jungkook wasn't watching as he might cancel his training, come here to close him in his protective arms. "That day I scheduled an abortion in a clinic belonging to my best friend's uncle."
The comments section was burning by now, yet Jimin didn't dear to look.
"That winter I have failed exams to my dream school, have been called a slut, kicked over the floor and dragged out of the audition room by the principal, pointed out and laughed at by the crowd of other dancers. I thought I will never dance again. I thought my life was over and it has nearly ended that day. That's why I have lied to all of you, because I was so afraid to lose my second chance in life for becoming a dancer. I'm sorry," Jimin bit his lip, the tears he couldn't hold in were now storming down his face.
"I'm suffering with neurosis and depression since then, with terribly low self esteem, but I'm fighting to get better day after day. The same winter on a snowy day I have went to the clinic for that scheduled abortion. The doctor gave me a form to fill in and sign. I was sitting in front of that paper filling the lines in until the last empty place, the signature. I was just staring at that line that will decide my whole future life thinking and thinking, ballet school or my alpha and my child," Jimin used the sleeve to dry the tears, his voice suddenly steadier. "Do you know what decision I have made that day?" He turned around catching Jungminie's big scared eyes on himself. "Come here," he smiled through the tears, so Jungmine grabbed Bunny tottering his way.
"Dad Jimin," he whispered.
"It's ok, say hi to everyone," Jimin pulled the boy into his lap kissing his head as his baby's scent was giving him new strength.
"Hi," Jungmine waved awkwardly. "Dad Jimin, am I doing it ok?"
"You're doing great," Jimin nuzzled their noses together.
"So... meet Jungmine, my son," Jimin was cuddling to the boy finally courageous enough to read the comments.
Jungmine! Awwww! Jungmine is so cute. Cutie. Jimin you're so strong. You've made the right choice. We love you. Love Jungmine. Jiminie and Jungmine forever. What about your alpha? What with the alpha? What happened with the alpha?
Jimin sighed taking the rests of his courage together.
"Dad will we go to the playground?" Asked Jungmine.
"Soon. So... a lot of you are asking what about the alpha I have been in love with. That day I chose to keep Jungmine I confronted him, told him I'm pregnant and he just... closed me in his arms and told me he's there for me and Minie, always. He's still here for us and I'm still madly unconditionally in love with him. He is my only one, my husband, my mate I couldn't imagine life without him," Jimin knew he was definitely bubbling nonsense, but no words were enough to describe the love he felt towards Jungkook.
Who is he? Jimin tell us who it is? Husband? Mate? Who? We need to know!
The comments were running even quicker.
"I'm sorry again for not being honest with you from the start..."
"Dad Jimin!"
"Shush my baby, one more minute. So so sorry again. If you in any way decide to still be here, what I totally don't deserve, I will introduce my alpha to you the next time. So please take my deepest apologies and thank you for being here. I love you. Jungmine say bye."
"Bye!" The boy waved Bunny's paw to the camera.
"Bye," Jimin waved before pressing the live off, the tiredness taking over him as if he had ran a marathon.
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Thank you for your lovely support, this is the second chapter of the double update. I hope you have enjoyed Jimin's confession. What do you think will happen for him and his family now?
