I see you in video reflections
Moving pictures of your curls
And I get sad and angry
Thinking of the hourglass under my bed
But you look into my eyes
My lazy, half crossed eyes
And I blink like an animal
Trying to express affection through my lids
In the subway, on your twin size bed
Your tall frame in my arms
Telling me you don't think you'll have another lover after me
I want a thousand lovers
I want some mid twenty tens indie flick
I want to be scared
But it only scares me to think of breaking your heart
I want you forever
But I don't know how to shake this feeling
I'm betraying myself
I get sad when I'm at peace
When you hold me in your twin size bed
And when you wipe my tears away
When you get sad for me
My heart breaks
