Daisy

2

Felix pov

I made it to school, my first day. These students are busy in their own world not minding what's going on near them. That's good.

I went to my class and by my luck class hasn't started yet and after the teacher came I introduced myself and all students seemed so good here, and even the staff. The teacher told our class monitor to guide me to school and classes after this class. I was afraid of getting close to people, but this class monitor seems good, and cute, he looks like a squirrel

He showed me everything around, he is very friendly and I could go to him if I need some help.

It's lunch break and I'm going to take a look at my new locker, when I saw our monitor, jisung with his friends. Yeah I made a friend, he told me he is my friend from now on. I was comfortable around him but what about his friends?

"Hey, Felix!" He waved at me, I hesitantly headed towards them, they all seem so kind. I honestly never had any good people around me back in Australia, that could make me comfortable or could help me when i needed them. All I have seen in dramas, how friends mean to you, I want that friendship and friends

They all smiled at me and I grinned hesitantly. Jisung introduced me to them. All are friendly just like him. Seungmin, a puppy looking guy and topper. Beside him is jeongin, maknae of the group, cutest boy. changbin is the emo looking boy but the way he laughs is so cute. Chan hyung is the eldest, and I got to know him that he is Aussie just like me. Minho hyung, he is smart, handsome and I found out that he is jisungs boyfriend. They seem to love each other more than anything. I wonder how it feels to love, or be loved by someone? I've never thought about it, though I never get loved by any people, except my grandmother, who is busy baking and money for her and myself. Is there anyone in the future that will give me the same affection just like all give to their soulmates? God never gives you what you want. It's always been opposed to me. I never wished for anything to god than just take my all pain with all seasons passing by or just take me with you once with all the pain then I can happily smile for once, doesn't matter if that's in heaven.

I sound so depressed

"Sorry Felix Our one friend is too busy catching something, I will introduce him after-" jisungs words got cut off by a person

"Are you talking about me squirrel?" He asked

I knew this voice, it's him. I turned and found an umbrella boy in front of me. He is not wearing his grey hoodie, must be wet because of me.

"Don't call me that!!" Jisung whined

"S Q U I R R E L" He teased again

"Ahhh!! Lino hyung!" Jisung cutely pouted looking at his boyfriend

"Hey! Stop teasing my baby!!" Minho warned hyunjin and that one glare was enough for him. He bowed muttering sorry to minho. All laughed and I did too.

He looked at me, and smiled tilting his face

"Hey! Were you got wet in the rain?"

"N-no! Thank you for an umbrella, I will give it to you now" I said, searching for an umbrella in my bag

"No need, you can have it" he said

I was going to say something but seungmin cut my words off

"Well he is hyunjin our busy friend and he is felix transferred student from Australia," seungmin said "and no need to give it back" he added

I smiled and nodded

Hyunjin brought his hands on my shoulder. I felt warm inside me, I felt my face heating up, I tried to calm down what's going on with me? Don't know what's this feeling, my heart started pounding without any reason. Is my anxiety kicking in? I felt so light for the first time, just like all the pain has gone.

We all headed to the canteen for lunch. We took our seats where we sat in a group, in front of me is hyunjin. We brought our food tray and started munching on it just like our life depends on it. I'm hungry today, I feel like I should eat more.

I'm controlling myself, I'm holding back my eyes to not go up, I'm controlling my eyes to look at my food and only food. But what I want, what I wish for it never happens or never gets, My eyes going back to only one person in front of me. If he will see me staring at him he will think I'm weird, I don't want that.

why this feeling taking over me, why I can't take my eyes off of him, his smile, his funny talking, his teasing, his laugh, All are stabbing my heart in slow motion and giving me chills.

I never saw someone like him, he has intimidating sharp yet soft eyes, his plumpy lips. When he smiles his eyes get smaller. His intimidating aura and the way he looks could give you chills, but his cute aegyo will take you to another person. He is a cheerful person. He is kind, he help a stranger at morning that was me, he is truly something which everyone wants to spend their life with

Is it my first sight love?

And with that, I am staring at him for how long I don't know