Daisy

4

Days passed by, my life seems so dead. I just can't keep with the thought that hyunjin likes someone, no I'm not mad at him for liking cause I never expected him to like me in the first place, just why it had to be me.

I can't sleep at night. I'm not even finding a solution to this, it's just I'm too down into my feelings I'm afraid of getting from it

I got friends and they are fading slowly. I know I can solve this by surgery but my life is useless After all. Even if I do it what will I get after

A useless life is an early death

That's what I'm feeling.

We are in the canteen eating our food when a girl walked towards us, I know her. She is like a princess, a rich girl but she is kind, she is not arrogant and doesn't have an ego, her beauty, her elegance is what makes her different than any girl. 

That's why everyone loves her , including hyunjin. She is perfect, her Brown, curly hair and her beautiful face cut, her elegant walk that could force you to look at her, how can anyone deny her, she is just so perfect.

She held hyunjins hand and they both left waving at us saying they have a date. You are my prince charming but how unlucky I am, I'm not your Cinderella...

I felt heavy ones again and my heart started beating fast and the same feeling, a pain, pain in my heart seems like increasing day by day. I felt a lump in my throat. I ran towards the bathroom and coughed. I looked at the petals in my hand all covered with blood, this time it has more blood than before.
Blood has splattered on my shirt while coughing roughly

I scrunched down holding petals in my hands and cried, cried like there's in no tomorrow, indeed there is nothing. Daisy, Daisy is for a new beginning, maybe there's a new beginning for me

I don't know how many days are left. I want to escape from this pain, but this pain felt happy in another way. Seeing him happy makes my tummy and heart fuzzy, it gives me somewhat happiness. I want to take this pain

The bathroom door opens and a person is standing and looking at me

"J-jisung"