Daisy

8

I know my days are ending faster, I'm escaping from this life. I wonder what I get from this life, bad parents, bullying all that is in darkness but there we need light for the existence of dark and my light are my friends and my grandma who gave me love, my parents never gave me.

I'm sick. I didn't attend school for two days. And my friends are here in my room crying and telling me to do that goddamn surgery. Yeah! They all knew

Two days ago..
Class ended, I wasn't focusing, driving in my thoughts. We headed towards our locker and we saw our friends and hyunjin with his girlfriend. She dragged him to somewhere and I felt like that happening again I and rushed towards the bathroom when I tripped over and fall and that's when my all friends knew about me.

My heart is beating fast. When I coughed, the petals came every time with more blood and I felt very sick, I don't have the energy to move and do something.

"I hate you how could you do this" seungmin said in an angry tone

"I'm sorry" I was saying that to them from the time they had known about it

After they had scolded me, hyunjin came with his girlfriend. My heart felt even heavy just like I will die soon. I see they are holding their hands.

"I-i want to talk to you alone" I told him ... This is the right time, I don't wanna die like this at least I tried confessing. I wanna let it all out, I don't wanna feel the burden

All left and even his Aeri and hyunjin sat beside me on the bed dumfounded

"How are you feeling?"

"What do you wanna hear?" I asked, in a low voice still smiling. he got even more confused at what I'm talking

"Sometimes when I say, I am okay! I want someone to look me in the eyes Hug me tight and say 'i know you are not duffer', would you say it to me?"

He ruffled my hairs and hugged me

He was still confused but he looked handsome and pouty, and I feel like I fell all over for him again

I giggled

"I love you hyunjin"