Daisy

5

Jisung knows about me, and my disease. He forced me to get surgery but I can't. What can I do? I felt happy for once in my life because of hyunjin. even if this love is one-sided, I'm happy with this. I want to take this with me rather than unloving him.

Jisung is worried for me and always told me the same thing, but I can't.

Life seems without you hyunjin, if you aren't in my life then I will take your, our memories with me that you gave me.

We went to an amusement park today and we ride almost every ride. I didn't feel like riding a roller coaster for the 3rd time, so I sat on the bench under a tree and all of them went to ride. I felt someone sat beside me, and it was hyunjin. I just stayed looking at him.

I never ignored him, I want to but I didn't. I want to spend more time with him

"You don't want to ride?"

"Na, I'm tired already, I thought giving you company is best yongbok"

"Don't call me yongbok"

"Why? Then what should I call you?" He said and act like he is thinking "princess?" He said after

It was enough for me to blush, "n-no" I said looking away from him

"Awwe you are blushing?" He said and held my face, bringing me to look at him. I couldn't make eye contact with him so I tried to avoid and he started laughing "you are so cute! Uw as joking" he said

I'm happy, I couldn't get his love but he is still beside me just like a lover. He shared everything with me just like a best friend. These last few days we have become soo close.
I smiled and nodded. we spend our little time in comfortable silence when he asked me something

"Lixie?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you promise me that you will never leave me?"

Why is this all happening to me? You don't hyunjin, what should I do even if I stayed with you? It's hurting me to see another person with you, it's hurting me you are giving your love to others.

I can't stay with you

"I promise" I said, eyes feeling watery when he said.

We waited a little longer, talking with each other and laughing. He brought ice cream and I dropped it accidentally..

Ahhhh that was from hyunjin!!  I groaned internally and pouted, I'm feeling sad coz I want to eat it coz it's from hyunjin

Hyunjin saw it and giggled, his giggling sound is so cute

He gave me his ice cream, I denied it but he forcefully handed me

"You are Soo cute lixie" and kissed my cheeks, I blushed like really my heart would jump out of my ribcage. I felt my face heating up but he never moved his eyes away from me while I was flushing red. It was like a spark, it gave me chills all over my body, his touch is so different, of course he is the person I'm in love with.

"You are red~ it's because of ice cream or me?" He teased more

"S-stop teasing me" I told him slightly pouting, he pinched my cheek "okay sorry I won't now eat your ice cream or it will melt" he told me and I nodded

He is always like this with everyone in the group, he is like a flirty type but very careful of his words.

I felt Happy but that pain never left.