Daisy

9

"I love you"

I said it finally. I sighed in relief, just like a weight has loosened. I want to tell him how I'm feeling, I want to tell him how much I love him

"W-what!?" His voice is soft and I loved it, it's soothing

"I fell in love with you since I first saw you"

"But Felix..-"

"I know hyunie, you don't love me, but don't be sad okay she loves you" I said as a tear fell from my eyes and I don't have the energy to wipe it

He wiped my tears away, I saw his eyes, he is feeling sorry for not loving me back. he holds my hand and saw bloodstains on my shirt and my hand

He tried to pull it back but I don't want to, I held it even tighter

"Please, hyunie for the last time let me hold you" my voice felt So week
I saw him looking at me with pity eyes, he knows what was going on

"You are not going anywhere Felix" he shouts... Finally, I smiled seeing him holding my hand tight when my grip loosened. I saw he is crying,.. don't cry for me, don't let your tears fall for me, I'm not worth it.

"You can get surgery Felix, let's go.."
He is worried, worried for me
I couldn't feel happier than this. when I'm dying, the person I love is with me right beside me

"No, I want to take this feeling with me, I want to love you till you love me back, even if it's in next life, I will be waiting for you"

"Please don't"

"Don't cry hyunie, I wanna rest. You can go"

I moved from my side and I saw him left my room still crying and blaming himself. Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault. Just, You should've tried Hyunie, tried loving me back.