Daisy

12

Hyunjin POV

It's been a month since that happened and we are staying this night in Chan hyungs house. I am feeling lonely. What happened that day was a turning point for me, I blamed myself for this and it leads to breaking up with Aeri. She cried but I can't forget him.

It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. I remember his everything, his scent, his giggles, his little nose, pouty lips, his freckles, evrything. How he got worried about little things and how he jumps when seeing a caterpillar that once he called cute. He is too cute, like a baby, everyone wanna give him all happiness that he wants. But what I did was too Rude, I lead him to die, it was all my fault for not seeing him loving me.

Sometimes you hurt the ones who love you the most, when you realized it, you already knew it's too late.

I'm crying, Evey night looking at the sky just like we used to. You remember when I told you, don't leave me you told me you wouldn't, then why?? You don't have a choice ?? No, it's because I am too late.
I don't hate you I'm just disappointed, you turned into everything you said you'd never be.

I miss you

"Is he coming?" Seungmin asked

"Yes, I called him he said he is on his way" jisung replied

And after some minutes, doorbell rang,
"I'll get it," jeongin said and went to the door to unlock it with a big grin

And he jumped on the person who entered the house holding him

"Lixxie, I missed you" jisung yelled and jump on Felix

"I brought you pastries, my grandmother specially baked for you all" he said

His voice felt so relaxing, I was yearning for him. I felt Happy when I knew he is getting surgery, Chan convince him in the last moment. But, somewhere I felt something is losing and that was ... Felix feelings for me

I felt my heart beating, and clutching tightly and i coughed.
It's like one day you are going to wake up and realize that you should've tried.

The saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you...

The end

Petals