I groaned into my pillow.
I really didn't want to go go school today.
I had been dreading this since we left the mall last night.
I mean chances are is that he's going to be there.
Honestly I was majorly conflicted about how that made me feel.
While part of me was dying to see him a bigger part of me wanted to smash his face in and the rest of me just wanted to go under a rock and cry over my rejection and nurse my broken heart.
But neither of those things was what I was going to do.
I was done moping around. If my mate didn't want me I sure as hell didn't want him.
Sure you don't.
Since last night my wolf has barely spoken to me. She's pushed herself so deep in the tresses of my mind I don't think I would be able to even summon her if I wanted to right now.
I figure she is trying to come to terms with what happened last night on her own.
But as for me... I was done.
If he could live without me that meant I could live without him too.
End of story, I decided as I sluggishly crawled out of bed.
To the shower...
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I exhaled loudly as Jake's car stopped in front of the school - my school.
"I really don't want to go in there"
"I know right." Jake agreed with a frown, "We're gonna be completely new and senior year started a month ago, a whole fucking month."
"Well I guess we just gotta make the most of it." I breathed out with resignation.
With an exaggerated sigh I exited the car and slammed the passenger door behind me. I stood by the car waiting for Jake to walk around to my side.
We got a few stares as we made our way to the front doors.
Students littered the front yard, the steps, everywhere.
Now I'm not gonna lie and say that everyone stared at us as soon as we stepped through the front doors because this isn't an eBook or a movie for crying out loud.
That shit just doesn't happen in real life.
But it was really damn close.
Tons of people were staring.
But really, could you blame them?
I didn't mean to brag but I know I looked good.
I was dressed in a denim and white low tops, my acid wash shorts from yesterday and a cute floral blue top. I went all out with my jewelry though, cause I love jewelry. I had a sleek gold chain connecting the two knobs in my left ear together, one at the top and the other at the bottom. In my right ear I had a single gold knob. I didn't do much with my makeup mostly because I didn't really know how to, just some lip gloss and eye liner.
When you had a best friend like Vanessa there really was no need to learn that stuff. She treated me like her possible Bratz doll, constantly doing my hair and face and picking out the cutest outfits.
I felt a stab of heartache at the thought of my best friend.
I missed her so much already.
Another contributing factor to the stares was my brother.
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