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Chapter 25

Chapter 25
She tossed and turned all night she couldn't sleep. She was so engrosed thinking about her mom that she forgot sleeping together was a part of marriage. So foolish of her.

If she marry him she has to stay with him forever. Marriage is a holy bond that makes two souls one and she thinks she isnt ready for it. She is not ready to make him her husband. But isnt it a bit too late she has already met his parents and they are getting married after two nights.  What if he forces her. That alone thought made her stomach churn. She tried to make her mind clear and she kept convincing herself that he wont even though she knew that he married her for her body. It was obivious that he didnt like her he only liked her body but was she ready for this? Maybe not. Should i step down? Should i just runaway from the wedding? Even if i runaway he will find me and keept me with him forever like he promised.

Before anymore thoughts could come to her, her mom's face flashed before her face. Everything is going to be alright.  She told herself. She is going to do this if not for herself but for her mother.

She decided to get a beauty sleep and drifted to dreamland.

Kabir pov.
I couldnt sleep at all.  All i could think was those beautiful black eyes and her beautiful face. This was usual since he saw her for the first time he was not able to sleep for days. But what made him stay awake today was that In two night she is going to be his. His. Forever.

In two nights everything will change, she will be his forever. She will always be in his house, making dinner when he comes home after an exhausting day. She will flash her magic smile to him. And she will do her chores as a wife, and maybe she will be a mother to his childs as she will look after them with so much care and when they have to be at their kids school for parents meeting they both will walk side by side as their kids calls them mom and dad. Kabir blushed and blushed as he snap out of it.
"What have you done to me chitra..." he groaned.
"My night dont seem to end without you and my morning...they start to see you. And now i wont have to walk all the way to the cafe to see you, every morning, your face will be the first thing i will be seeing". He cringed at himself he feels like a 13 year old having a crush. she has made him feel such a strong emotion he never felt before. Kabir singh who never even smiled has fallen in love! Love? That emotion felt so foreign to him. Never he had thought of any women in his life and here he was thinking about starting a family with her.

He  wanted to see her again. See her smiling at him but for some reason she never did. She would have smiled a bit more at him if he was not such a jerk towards her. But he wanted to see her. Now. Would she be sleeping? Of course she would be. Will stealing a glance of her is too much to ask? And before he even knew it he was already at her door. What was he doing here? Now he has come here why don't i just look at her for a last time for the day.

He quietly opened to door. He had to step a bit back for the door to open so the door wont hit him in the face but to his surprise he saw the drawers which were beside her bed infront of him blocking him to come inside. Did she just placed it there so that he wont come inside? Poor girl forgot that the insider has to push to open and the outsider has to pull to open.

He slowly and quietly put his leg other side to the drawers and then the other leg when he sucessfully came inside he almost ran to her side. She was cooconed in a ball and sleeping so peacefully after ruining his days of sleep. Her one hand under her head and her other hands clutching the sheets. Her hairs sprayed all over the mattress and some rogue strands of her hair was on her face. He gently placed the rogue strand of hair behind her ear and carressed her cheek. She looked so cute when she is asleep. His thumb carressed her lower lip whuch was more plum than the upper. His eyes went to her lips. Her pink cherry lips which he was slowly becoming addicted to. Her lips tasted like cherries and were so soft.

He was slowly leaning down without him noticing. He was in haze that he didnt realise that he was doing wrong to her. Her lips were just inches apart when her hand grabbed his and his haze broke. He looked at her in complete shock but she was just sleeping. Her eyes fluttered a bit and he sat there staring at her. "Mom". He heard him mumbled in her sleep. "Mom.." she again said this time more desperate. Was she having a nightmare? He sat up straight. Her grip on his hand tightened as tears were threatening to fall. Her breathing became quick and desperate.

"Its ok chitra...i am here its fine you are fine. Nothing is going to happen to you". He said ever so gently running his hand up and down her head and suprisingly it worked her breathing became stable and her tears stopped.
But what happened next made his eyes wide.
She wrapped her arms around him and pulled him closer to seek some wramth. "Dont go stay". Came her sleepy voice. He stood there unable to move they were so close. She was breathing on his neck.
He waited for a few mins and slowly tried to remove her hand, but she stirred in her sleep and pulled him more closer. "Dont go mom". She mumbled still sleeping. So she was hugging him thinking that he was her mom? Weird.
But he ain't complaining they both were so close that he couldn't complain. He just decided to stay with her when he has a chance.

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That night chitra had  a dream again, but this time her dream looked so real it felt so real. In her dream her mom was there in her dream she looked ever so beautiful that she couldn't recognized her. She gave her a white pearly smile and right when chitra was about to touch her she was running away from her. "Mom". She called her out and she stopped. Her mom turned around facing her. "Mom". She again called her. She onew this was useless she knew her mom never will embrace her her knew she will never be able to get close. Whenever she tries to get close she disappears like a mirage. Chitra gave up and waited for her mom to say something to do something. And thats what she did. She came close and embraced her in a warm hug. This was the first time in very long that her mom hugged her back, she felt lived she felt safe and just like that her mom turned to leave. She tightened her arms around her mom telling her not to go and she didnt the whole night she was there with her wrapped her arms around her not making any move to go. This was a peacful sleep she had in a long time.

When she woke up she was feeling mixed emotions she was happy and also sad. Sad that her mom was far away from her and that she couldn't do anything. And happy that she could meet her mom even if it was in her dreams. 

She got ready for the day and she went downstairs to have breakfast. Niraj was sitting there watching tv while munching big bag of cheetos.

"Oh you are here". He said as soon as he saw her.
"Oh..hi". She mumbled.
"Bhabhi the breakfast is ready and already served, have it and then we have to go to the mansion". He told her

"Um..where is he?" She asked as he gave her a congused look then followed by a smirk and then a long Oooo.
"He is at work, if you want to see him i can tell him to come". He was already dialing his number when she stopped him.
"Um...where are we going?" She trued to change the topic as she started serving him and herself breakfast. She hoped that he wont see her blushing.

"Mansion. Did you forgot already? Or kabir is making you forget things?" He teased her and god she turned tomato red.

She didnt say anything and sat on the dining table as he sat facing her his smirk still on his face.
"Vanya is taking you shopping for the wedding". He told her and she simply nodded.  If he keeps teasing her like that. Oh God this is going to be a long day.