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Chapter 36

Chapter 36
Everyday the sun shined brightly and i would feel and more devasted.

Everyday kabir and mom would exchange talks and he would take her to walk and i could see their relationship bloom, mom would talk more now and even started to accept this marriage whereas i woulf feel more sad i should tell kabir as soon as i can but i just couldn't bring mysepf to. Everydsy i would cry in the bathroom just thinking about leaving him, he loves me so kuch and how could i just shatter him like that.

My crying got so worst that even kabir started noticing how i was not smiling at all and how my eyes became red abd puffy.

Once we came back from.the hospital and stayed at a hotel nearby and when i layed down to sleep he hugged me and cuddled and kept on asking if something wrong. And kept on telling me that he will always be my side no matter what and he will love me no matter what and that shattered my heart more.

I just kissed him on the forehead and told him to sleep, that i was tired. He was visibly hurt that i was not erpressing my feeling but he decided to give me my time.

All night i tossed and turned questioning myself.
When the morning came i quickly sat up straight and rushed into the bathroom taking a shower, i stayed in the shower for longest of times deciding what should i do or if i am doing this right? 

Kabir pov.
These few days went in a blur everyday was the same wake up in the hotel room and fresh up here and go to have breakfast there and from that we were only able to sleep together.

Chitra's mom was quite at first when u took her to the park but later on she started opening up, she was just scared that chitra will fall into bad hands and that all she had was her.

She kept on telling me how cute chitra was in her childhood which is very believable because she right now is so beautiful and cute.

But i started noticing how chitra started distancing herself which hurted me a lot. I hated being away from her.
She talked less and all day her eyes were red and puppy.
I asked her what was the matter but she refused to tell me and said that she wanted to solve this on her own and i couldnt say anything.

We continued our day as usual.

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I was sitting on the bed of our hotel checking my emails when chitra returned from the bathroom. Her eyes all red and puffy anyone could tell thst she cried in the bathroom and now i couldnt take it anymore.

I ran up to her taking a closer look of her face.
"What's the matter chitra? You've been like this for a few days and theres is no way i am letting it go".

She smiled lightly at me, again making my heart flutter but behind that beautiful smile she hid something deep.

"Kabir..." she started but soon stopped and was staring at the ground.
I waited impatiently for her to continue and when she didnt i hugged her tightly.

"I was thinking maybe be should......breakup". The words left her mouth as if they didnt mean anything and i felt my heart shattering.