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chapter 37

Chapter 37
My hold on her immediatly loose and she was pulled back whereas i stared at her face and she was crying already.

Tears stained her cheek and her eyes became puffy and red.

"Why..."  words barely left my mouth as i was in total shock.

"We are not meant to be..." she stopped to shed more tears. Whereas i stood there questioning if i could even let her go? If i had loved her so much that i can let her go.

"We are so different we are not meant to be together..." she continued

"Why do you even think that?"  My expression became cold. I was mad and angry at myself for loving her for even feeling anything for her. 
I knew that love was a lie and i still decided to give this one a chance i was the fool.

"You deserve the world and i cant give you that, you deserve someone better...." she trailed and i was left in shock whether to laugh or cry. She was saying that because she thinks she is not perfect for me? Oh hiw could i even be mad at her. This was something that she is clearly bothering her from days. She was not eating anything and crying because she felt insecure and i didnt wanted to laugh it off.

Here i was thinking that i dont deserve her because i kidnapped her and forced her to marry me and here she was thinking that she doesn't deserve me.

"You are my world". My expression softened again.

"No, we are of different worlds i am poor Whereas you are rich you need someone who can show you the world and i cant give you that". She said as she cried and hugged her to confront her.

"Why do you think i need the world? I only want you and you and only you. You are my everything and i will rip the world apart and search the whole universe until i find you again". Oh god i dont deserve her.

"But-". She tried to say something but i cut her off
"No buts i love you and thats all that matters". I sat on the bed with her in my arms as i ruffled through her hairs and carressed her back to stop her from crying

"Then you are ok with me being your one and only for the rest of your life?" She asked and i finally broke the hug and took a brief look at her face.

"Of course i am". And that made her sigh in relief.

"So thats what was bothering you all these days?" I saked and she hugged me tightly.

"I couldn't eat or sleep because i felt i am not enough for you, and i thought about leaving you to give you someone better than me who will give  you entire world but i realized i didnt want that i wanted to stay with you and the thought of leaving you made me haunt". She hugged me tighly and my heart skipped a beat at her honest confession.

I figured out this was the most needed talk for her if she couldn't eat or sleep.

"I promise i wont do this again and you will have to promise me that you wont ever leave me". She again looking into my eyes.

"I promise i wont". I said as she leaned in closer, with our nose touching she said.
"Lets seal this promise with a kiss". And leaned fully in meeting our lips as it automatically fit like a puzzle.

I asked for an entrance and when she didnt give any i grabbed her closer making her fall on me, she gasped and i took that to my advantage as her gasp died down my throat.

My tongue carressed her as she shyly responded back and it was as if  the that was asleep the past month have woken up.

Blinded by lust, in seconds she was under me.
I bit the side of her lips and she moaned and it died in my mouth. My kisses going down to her neck and collarbones. Giving her the passionate kisses there, sucking and biting and giving her hickeys marking her mine as she moaned and whimpered when i kissed her at one specific spot, got her weak spot!