Shepherds past life

part 21

Mia's POV
It's been a week since link passed and since the girls have been born everyone is dealing with it different jo hasn't been at the hospital and with her not there Arizona doesn't come and Amelia she tries to keep her mind off it by being with the twins but I could tell she is still hurting.

I was just cleaning up a little and putting laundry away when I see Amelia walk down the hallway with the baby monitor in her hand "you need help" she asked me "nope I got it" I told her what I want to say her was go and cry let it out but she is going to just say she is fine "how are the girls" I asked as I was folding the laundry "lex fell asleep fast, riles was having a hard time but we got there" she told me "are you tired do you need to sleep" I asked her which I probably was going to regret

"Mia I'm fine things happen people die" she told me "babe a person you once cared for died and you say things happen" I told her "yes love because it just happened was it meant to happen no but it did" she told me "you need to grieve and let it out" I told her

"how much times do I have to tell you I'm fine" she told me "ok fine you're fine but I'm just trying to help you at a time like this" I told her "I don't need your help right now" she told me "ok" I said walking into the hallway turning into the twins room

I could hear her footsteps behind me "love I didn't mean it like that" she told me from the doorway I was sitting in the rocking chair we have in their room "no it's fine" I told her she was looking at me from the doorframe. I went to go stand in front of the girls crib that's one thing I like doing when we have a little argument just stare at their little faces and admire them when they sleep.

i hear footsteps behind me and it was Amelia behind me "Amelia please not right now" I told her "but you're mad at me and I didn't mean it like that way" she told me "I'm not mad" I told her "yes you're" she told me standing in front of me facing towards me

"I'm not" I told her not giving her direct eye contact "you're not calling me melia" she told me when she said that I had a little smirk because I love calling her that little nickname she must have saw that smirk because she pulled my face over to look at her

"I saw that" she told me "saw what" I said to her playing it off as if I didn't do anything she then was giving me this look "you have this weird way of making me not mad at you anymore" I told her "I love you" she said and gave me a kiss a very passionate one, when she was kissing me she bit my lip "melia my gosh" I said pulling away from her "sorry" she said with a smirk "you do realize you just made out with me in our kids room" I told her "you started it" she told me I just rolled my eyes at her she gave me another kiss

"if you're going to continue kissing me let's not do it in front of our kids" I told her then she pulled me out of the room grabbing the baby monitor on the way she took to the living room and just started making out with me "you're a crazy person today" I told her she was laughing through the kisses then as if it was clock work the one of the twins started crying "hold up" I told her I heard to see who was crying and it was Lexie crying "that's lex I'll go get her" I told Amelia

A few seconds later I came out with Lexie in my hands "let's go find mommy" I said in my baby voice then we see Amelia sitting on the couch now "we found mommy" I said in my baby voice handing Lexie to Amelia when I did she immediately started giving lex kisses that's something I always love to see

I just watched Amelia play around with Lexie and give her all sort of kisses it was very cute to see "was riles awake" she asked me taking an second to look up at me from Lexie "no she is still sleeping" I told her now looking at Lexie

"lex has your eyes" I told Amelia "I know but they might be a little bit more blue" she told me "but riles most definitely has your eyes babe just a little more grey" she told me I will always admire the twins eyes when I look into them all you see is Amelia which I love.

I went to look at Lexie she was just starting at melia that is cute "she is looking at you" I told Amelia "someone loves their mommy" Amelia said giving her a nose kiss "she stole all the love from me" I said in my baby voice "I love all my girls" Amelia said in her baby voice "we should get a puppy" I said now watch what's going to happen "are you fucking crazy" Amelia said then she immediately covered lex ears "oooh mommy said a bad word" I said I love doing this to her "you made me" Amelia said "no I didn't you said it yourself and now lex heard you" I said laughing at her

She smacked me arm "don't you did that on purpose" she said I was laughing "mommy said a no no word" I said in my baby voice "so can we" I asked her "Mia no we don't need one" she told me "mommy is a party pooper" I said then we heard the baby monitor go off again this time we knew it was going to be riles

I came back with riles in my hand "there's my other girl" Amelia said in baby voice I gave her soft kisses on her little face "do you guys wanna watch a movie with us girls" Amelia said in her baby voice in this house you get pretty use to hearing baby voice and surprisingly no potty words

We put them in their little baby bassinets that we have and Amelia just cuddled into my
arms "what movie" she asked me she knew exactly what I was going to say she is kinda tired of it at this point "please babe no" she said "fine we can watch a Disney movie" I said then she was smiling she secretly loves Disney movies

"Luca" she said smiling "yes my love any movie you want to watch" I told her she put it on and I wanted to play around with her more "we should get a fish" I just said randomly "Mia" she said then I started laughing

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A/N
I don't know if I can say they're both handling this whole thing ok. Remember drink,eat it's important