Shepherds past life

part 3

Mia's POV
It's been about 6 months since i came to Seattle and everything is going great besides the whole Amelia situation we don't talk that much still very awkward and i'm assuming she is in a relationship with link now so i can't really say anything about how i feel towards her.

i was in the lounge and april walks in the room all excited "why so excited apes" i asked her "i don't really know i just feel happy" she said then amelia walked into the room she walked right past me and just looked at me in my eyes "i'll see you later for lunch right?" April said before leaving "yeah" i told her then she left me with Amelia alone. great that's the last thing i need today!

"mia i think we need to talk" she told me from where she was sitting "i want to but i can't" i said "why?" she questions "i might say things to you that i'll regret later on" i told her then it got quiet again. the last thing we need "but" she said "no i can't" i told her then i had to walk out the door before i said anything else i might regret to say to her. i still have all the love in the world for her but after that one day we talked it just felt awkward to me.

i was just finishing up for the day and i kept thinking about everything Amelia told me and maybe i should go and talk to her but i'm just afraid if i say too much i'll end up hurting her. i get in my car and drive straight to meredith's house and try to find her hoping she is there because she got off earlier than me. when i get there i stayed in my car just trying to process what i'm about to go do and start with her

i knocked on the door and Meredith opens it
"hey is Amelia here" i asked her then she nods and let's me in "she should be upstairs it's the 2nd door on the right" mer told me. i get to her door and hesitant to knock first but i did "come in" i heard her say i walked in and i saw her look up at me and she was surprised to see me here with her right now

"why are you here?" she asked me "i want to talk now that's all i have been able to think about" i told her then she scooted over for me to come and sit down by her on the bed. "do you want to start or me" she said "i'll go first..so i like still love you very much but seeing you also hurt me and seeing you with someone else that's not me hurts. i never thought i would be saying this to you i always thought i would just be your wife but i guess we had different plans" i explained i didn't even realize i had tears coming down

Amelia's POV
mia came over after finally deciding she wanted to talk about everything. she was just explaining how she feels i could feel tears coming down my cheeks i never realized how bad i hurt her or even made her feel after everything. i was just worried and focused on how i felt.

it was my turn to talk and even before i did i was crying "i'm sorry i hurt you and left you alone, i still love you so much that i'll understand if you don't love me anymore as much as i do i hurt you in a way you wouldn't have imagined" i told her i was crying again. and for a second she just looked at me she then started to lean in to kiss me but i backed
up "shit! sorry i don't know why i did that i'm so stupid" she said looking down at her lap now i then went to pull her face up to look at me.

"you're not stupid, you're beautiful, smart" i told her this time i was the one leaning into kiss her and she kissed me back before she stopped to look at me again. "you're with link we can't" she told me i was laughing on the inside "no I'm not?" i told her then she looked surprised "i saw you guys kissing in the halls" she told me "that's nothing don't worry about it that will never happen" i told her then she thought for a moment the she leaned back into me and kissed me again

she then deepened our kiss more "did you lock the door when you came in" i asked as she kissed me more and she nodded and she flipped me over so now i was top. she started kissing my neck then things lead to other things then we were rudely interrupted by a knock at the door

"yes?" i said to the other person other side of the door "link is here" mer said "omg!" mia practically yelled i covered her mouth before she could say more and quite literally blow our cover. "i'll be down in a minute" I said uncovering my hand from mia's mouth after i did she flipped me over so now she was top she started to kiss me more "i have to go" i said trying to get away from her kisses "Noo" she said laughing

"why are you laughing now" i asked her laugh was still the same nothing really changed about her "i find it funny" she said laughing some more "what's funny" i asked her "that he wants you but you don't" she told me laughing still "nope! i don't but i have to tell him" i told her getting up "i'm coming" she said laughing "you're no help" i told her putting our clothes back on then we started walking out the room.

We both walked downstairs to mer and link and Maggie all sitting on the couch "oh hey Mia? i didn't know you be here" link said to her "yeah i was just upstairs with her" Mia told him and he gave her a weird look but Maggie and mer were both smirking at Mia

"can we talk" link asked me then I looked at Mia and she nodded with a smirk we went outside to talk while they stayed inside.

Mia's POV
"what's up with you two" maggie said referring to me and amelia "nothing" i lied to her about us "lair! how did you guys become so close in such a short period of time?" mer asks me i walked over to the couch to sit. "you guys don't know" i questioned and they both seemed so confused "amelia was my ex fiancé we met a long time ago" i told them then they both were shocked with what i just told them "she was engaged" they both yelled out at the same time.

just as it was the right time Amelia walked in and she looked at us stopped in her tracks "you and mia were engaged" they both said then it got quiet we were all looking at each other.

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A/N
Ahhhh Mia is slowly getting Amelia back but link is in the way of it.!?!?