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Going home

Erin's pov -
I can hear voices around me but don't know what there saying. It sounds like there is to girls voices and one male. I don't really remember what happened and where I am but by the sounds of the people around me I'm guessing it's something bad

Am I dead I kept thinking to myself. I could feel someone holding my hand and someone else playing with my hair. I started to be able to hear more and more before my eyes opened and I saw a bright light ahead of me.
" wwwhat happened " I asked confused
" darling you took something and had an overdose " dad said griping my hand

The bright light is making my head really hurt and I'm so confused about everything that's happened. I don't do drugs do i . I look to my side and she my sister sitting on the chair holding my hand and playing with me hair. Her eyes are red and looked like she had been crying
" kimmy please don't cry I'm ok " I said holding her hand
" you scared me Erin please never do that again I mean it " Kim said as she gave my a kiss on the head
" I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that " I said as I started to cry

My dad and kim pulled me into a hug and I felt so safe and calm with them. I knew that I would be getting in hell from my dad soon but this was nice while it lasted

The doctors told me that I have to stay here for 2 days and then I can go home but I know for a fact that dad is going to make me go to rehab or something like that .

I feel really bad for Kim as I know that I have really hurt her. I didn't know that this would happen I though I would just get a high and everything would be fine but now I have ruined things again.

My dad had to work and as my mum was not here I was alone for a lot of the day as Kim and jay had school. Kim did spend every time she could with me and she made sure that I was ok and that I was going to get help. I'm really grateful for her but I feel guilty as I'm the oldest I'm the one who should be taking care of her not the other way around

Dads signed me up for rehab but I still will be a home but throughout the day I will go to the centre and they will help me get better. I don't want to go as it will bring my rep down and I will probably lose my place of the team and most of my friends

It's been nice to spend some more time with my sister though. I really miss what we were like when we were kids as we were so close and dad said that we used to do everything together well until mum passed then I turned into a bitch and I left my sister alone.

There's this new girl on the cheer team and she seems very nice and has been hanging around Kim a lot. I know that Kim is bi or maybe gay as I see the way she looks at girls but I think that she might like Natalie. Kim's never dated someone so it would be weird to have my little sister in a relationship but even weirder if she was with a girl.

I was getting let out of hospital today which I'm so thankful about as I don't like being here and I just want to get home and sleep in my own bed. I know that dad is going to give me hell as soon as I get home and that people at school know what happened to me.

My dad came to pick me up after he Finished shift and he gave me a kiss before getting my bags and signing my form that I can go home
" you know Erin we're going to have to talk about this " dad says
" I know but please save it for later " I said
" Erin this is not you , you don't do drugs what would you mother think right now " dad said starting at me
" don't you dare bring mum into this , you don't have to remind me that you and mum and Kim are not proud of me and that I'm the disappoint ,mum was a amazing doctor who everyone loved , your a Sargent for the best unit in the city and Kim is very smart and you and mum loved her more than me " I said screaming at him
" Erin may voight don't you dare speak to me like that do you understand " dad said shouting back
" yes sir " I said putting my headphones in

Kim's pov -
Erin was getting out of hospital today which I'm really happy about. But I'm going to stay out of her and dads way for a bit because I know that they are going to blow soon. I'm over and Natalie's and I'm staying for dinner and getting to meet her parents and younger sister.

They live in such a big house , much bigger than mine. No one was home when me and nat got home so we went into the garden and lounged by the pool until Natalie suggested that we go for a swim. I was a bit sceptical as I don't like how my body looks and didn't want Natalie to see it but I agreed so she would not think anything
" you can go and borrow one of my bikinis if you want Kim " nat said walking of to get dressed

I really liked them but they were really showy and I didn't like my body very much so I picked the one that covers the most. It was black and had neon pink stripes . I walked outside and saw Natalie in hers and wow she looked amazing. I walked closer and could see Natalie looking at my body and I began to panic
" you look great kimmy " nat said smiling
" says you nat like are you a model " I said laughing

We had a great time playing in the pool and going down the slide and that's when I saw a younger girl come out the house and start to talk to nat. She looked like nat quite a lot but there only difference was her hair length and colour. She gave me a smile before going back in the house.

When we got out the pool I checked my phone and say a missed call from Erin so I called her back to see what's up
" hey Erin you called " I asked
" hey dad wants to know if your home for dinner and please say yes as I don't want to me alone with him right now as I snapped at him in the car " Erin said fast
" aw I'm sorry Erin I'm sure he won't care about that , I'm at Natalie's right now and I am staying for dinner but tell dad that I will be back at 8.30 " I said smiling at Natalie
" ugh please Kim I don't want to be alone and we never have dinner together anymore " Erin said begging me
" and who's fault is that " I said and hung up the phone to go back with nat.

At 6.30 nat got a call from her mum saying they were stuck in Chicago med and would not be home so she would have to make dinner for her and he sister. I decided to go home and let them spend time with each other and so I could apologise to Erin for being a bitch.

When I got home I gave dad a kiss before going into Erin's room and getting into bed with her
" I'm sorry " I said
" I'm sorry to " Erin said pulling me closer to her

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