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I want to be your girl

Natalie's pov -
Omg omg why did I kiss her on the check she doesn't like you and know she's probably going to think your weird and not want to hang out with your. I was laying down in the back of the car as I got a bit dizzy when I was standing up. I kept think about it and knew that I did like her and it wasn't just as a friend but was as something more.
" Natalie hunny are you ok " my mum asked
" yeah my head just hurts can I go to bed " I said while trying to sit up
" of corse darling you need to rest and tell me if your sick or you black out again because it could be a concussion" my mum said giving me a kiss on the head

When I got into my bed I really wanted to message Kim but decided that it would be weird if I did so just rested my eyes for a bit.

Kim's pov -
After I Finished school I decided that I was going to get Natalie a few things from the shop to try and make her feel better and go and see her. I didn't know if anyone would be home and if she was up to seeing me but I rang the doorbell anyway. A lady with wavy brown hair answers and gave me a smile before talking
" hello darling can I help you " she said smiling
" hello mrs manning , I'm Kimberly am I able to see Natalie " I asked smiling back at her
" aw hello Kimberly of corse your can she's just in her room , nats been talking about you a lot recently " her mum said as she closed the door

I walked up the stairs to Natalie's room and knocked on the door lightly before walking in and seeing her fast asleep. I put my bag down and took my jacket of before sitting down on her bed next to her. I moved her hair out of her face before placing a small kiss on her forehead to wake her up.

She turned over and rubbed her eyes before sitting up to look at me. God she looked so cute while she was sleeping. I just wanted to pull her into a hug and give her a kiss but knew that would be weird
" hey nat how are you feeling " I asked
" mm hey I'm feeling a bit better thank you " Natalie said sitting up
" good do you want to just watch a movie " I asked
" of corse I'd love to " nat said turning the tv on

I got under the covers next to her and by my surprise she pulled me close to her and I put my head down on her chest. God I loved how it felt but she probably didn't feel the same way about me

Natalies pov -
We just decided to watch a comedy as it was a nice and fun watch. I pulled Kim close to me and she put her head on my chest and when she did I though my heart would explode. I wished that I could stay like this forever as I loved it so much.

When the movie Finished i noticed that she had fallen asleep and her hair was all over her face. I carefully got out of bed and walked over to her bag to call her sister to tell her that Kim was asleep and would be staying here tonight
" hey kimmy what's up " Erin said
" hi Erin it's Natalie em Kim's at my house right now and she's fallen asleep so I'm just going to let her rest I just wanted to let you know she's staying at mine tonight " I said
" aw ok that's fine thanks for telling me I'll go and tell my dad bye " Erin said hanging up the phone

I went down stairs to tell my mum that Kim was going to stay over when she got into the convo about Kim
" nat it's obvious that you like her do you know if she likes girls " mum asked
" I really do mum and I don't know if she does or not " I said Kinda sad
" she's a lovely girl Natalie now go and rest now ok" mum said giving me a kiss on the head

I got into a vest top and shorts and got into bed with Kim. I lifted her head back of the pillow and placed it back on my chest where it was. I stroked her hair before giving her a kiss on the head
" I know you sleeping Kim but I like you , like I really like you and not just in a friend way but I want to be with you and be your girlfriend. I know that you probably don't like girls and find it weird that I'm asking you out but I just wanted to let it and and kinda tell you. I love you kimmy I am always will " I said before kissing her head and putting my head on the pillow

But before I could go to sleep I heard Kim say something back to me
" I like you to Natalie " she said lifting her eyes to look at me
" what you heard that " I said Kinda embarrassed
" yes I did and I feel the same way about you Natalie I would love to be your girlfriend " I said and faced her

I didn't even think but I pulled closer to her and our lips touched. This felt like a dream that I was kissing my crush. I had my arms around her waist while hers were around my neck. We pulled away and looked at each other before she put her head back down on my chest.
" I love you Natalie manning like a lot " Kim said smiling
" I love you to Kimberly voight and I'm so lucky to call someone like you my girlfriend " I said looking into her eyes

I kissed her head again before she fell asleep in my arms

Erin's pov -
As Kim was staying at Natalie's and dad had to work night shift I invited jay over so we could have some time to ourself as a couple. We were making out on my bed when we decided to do it. It wasn't my first time but it was jays .

It was amazing and he was definitely the best I have had. When we were laying in bed together I remembered that we did not use protection. I was going to talk to him about that but noticed he was asleep so I gave him a kiss on the head before going to sleep myself.

I've had many relationships but this one with jay is different he is kind and sweet not like my other boyfriends. He is not the type i went for in the past as all my past boyfriends have been a bit older than me and were either drug addicts or dealers. It's quite ironic I'm the daughter of a police Sargent and I do so many illegal things daily

I was cuddled up in jays arms and for once it just felt right and I felt like a normal teenager and not just some junkie.

Note -

Bit of a shorter one today but I hope that you enjoyed it