SITTING AT THE COUNTER OF THE SCULL BAR, THE CLOSER BAR TO WITHMORE COLLEGE, Y.N WAS DRINKING HER THIRD GLASS OF BOURBON, HER THOUGHTS ALL TURNED ON LORENZO ST JOHN, THIS MAN HER OLDER, DAMON, HAD MET DURING THIS TIME IN AUGUSTINE AND THAT HE LEFT FOR DEAD IN A FIRE.But, obviously the British man had survived the fire and many years later, while y.n, Elena, Caroline and Bonnie were students at the college, they met Lorenzo. The handsome man was charming, a little unstable but who could blame him after he passed sixty years captured and tortured by some sect, which had now disappeared. y.n quickly fell in love with the man, he was amazing, charming, funny, smart, flirtatious, he had everything for him and for a moment, she thought he was feeling the same but she soon realised that it wasn't the case. When Lily, the Salvatore's mother, reappeared in town, the St John's behaviour changed, he distanced himself with his friends and became closer to Lilian. Then, they learned that she was actually the woman who saved him and turned him many years ago before she disappeared, actually being sent into a prison world by the gemini coven. And, as a last move, Lorenzo betrayed them by handing Caroline to the enemy, letting her being tortured just for the pleasure of Lily and her 'adopted' children. Moreover, the woman had taken the boarding house from her biological children for the sake of the people who replaced them. y.n was beyond mad against her, and new, she regretted having pray for her mother to be alive, she would have rather having her dead than the bitch she was now.
Deep in her thoughts, the youngest Salvatore didn't noticed Lorenzo entering the bar with the sole purpose of finding her and he spotted her pretty easily, since the bar was not crowded. The barmaid in front of her was pouring her an another drink while giving her some peanuts, she needed to eat to absorb the alcohol and even if she did not really need them, she ate, sending a smile to the beautiful barmaid. Enzo took a deep breath and approached her.
"Good evening," sounded a deep voice with a thick British accent.
y.n froze on the stool, recognising the sensual voice that she particularly loved. Deep down, she was praying that it was just an hallucination. Nevertheless, she decided to do nothing and ignored Enzo who was sitting on a stool beside her. The handsome dark-haired vampire would be lying if he said he didn't care if she ignored and hated him, the situation was heartbreaking for him, he really liked her. The Salvatore had always been kind with him, she helped him a lot to adjust to the time they were living in after he had been freed, she made him feel comfortable when he felt especially uncomfortable.
"What do you want Enzo ?" asked the young woman harshly, annoyed that he was staring at her, which he didn't even "I must admit, that I miss your company," answered the British man after a minute of complete silence. "You should have thought about it before you betrayed us and handed Caroline over your new best friends," she snapped coldly, surprising him, he never saw her that mad, that cold, especially with him. .
y.n was beyond angry, she was mad at him for what he did, for betraying them, betraying her, for choosing Lily over her. Unlike her mother, the youngest Salvatore had always been there for him since the moment they met until the moment he decided to betray them. She never abandoned him, she always helped him, she was there when no one was and this is how he thanked her. Moreover, she felt like a fool to still have feelings for him, she actually hated herself for that even if the Forbes was telling her that she understood. Lorenzo had kidnapped Caroline and because of him, she suffered, she didn't deserved that and y.n hated loving who did that to her best friend.
"y.n," sighed the handsome vampire. "No, you don't 'y.n' me," she stopped him harshly, quickly turning her head to look at him. "You betrayed us, you betrayed me," she kept going. "I was always there for you, I always helped you, I always supported you, I defended you and you preferred to turn your back on me, to betray me for that woman," whisper-shouted the Salvatore, downplaying the fact that Lily was her mother. "I hate you so much, at least I wish I could hate you but I can't, it's stronger than me, and I'm hurt, I'm just hurt and I hate myself for still loving you despite everything you've done !" this time she shouted out loud. "So now, I would ask you to go back to where you came from and not return," she finished, clenching her jaw tightly while she was doing her best to don't let her tears escape her eyes, failing at the task.
Lorenzo's heart sank when he saw the tears rolling on her cheeks, he felt so bad for hurting her, she didn't deserved it. He knew that she had always been here for him but when he saw Lily after a century wondering where she was and why she had left them, he thought that following to have more informations was a good idea. He just wanted to know more about the person who turned him and saved him in some way, well she did, he was dying and she saved him. But he also knew that y.n was right somehow.
"I'm terribly for hurting you, gorgeous, that wasn't my intention," lorenzo apologised sincerely. "I just wanted to learn more about the woman who saved my life a century ago," he added, trying to defend himself. "She may have saved you, but she left you alone without nothing, not a word, nothing, you woke up alone, not understanding what was happening, she could have took her with you or let some people live on this stupid boat," argued y.n. "I did not abandoned you, I had to negotiate with everyone for you to come back when the other side fell apart, I defended you against Stefan, I never let you alone, I've always been there," she reminded, her eyes drowning into his ones.
The St John didn't say anything for few minutes, thinking what she had just said, and deep down, he already knew she was right. But Lily never left his mind, he had always wondered about the woman who had turned him. Like why she decided to turn him ? Why did she abandoned him ? Where was she ? And many other questions. However, today, he understood how wrong he had been to follow her, things had changed to moment he met the youngest Salvatore, in her presence, he had began to think less about Lily, this until she reappeared in their lives, breaking her children's hearts when she told them that they didn't mattered anymore. And now, Lorenzo knew that he had made the wrong choice.
"I do know there's a little chance you'll ever forgive me, but I'll do everything I can to make sure you would even think about it, because living without you for the eternity would be torture," finally declared enzo, taking her chin to make her look at him. "Because y.n, I truly love you," he confessed before kissing her cheek and leaving the bar.
The beautiful Salvatore stayed still on her stool, her hand reaching the place Enzo kissed her and stroking it with a stupid smile on her. She knew that she would find the strength to forgive him because she loved him as much as he loved her, she wanted to believe his words, she wanted it to be real and the way he looked at her told her that he was saying the truth. So, once again, y.n found herself daydreaming about the day she would find the strength to forgive him, the day she would be with him, for real this time. And she couldn't care less about her brothers' thoughts as long as she was happy, she already knew that Caroline would be okay with this and it was enough for her.
