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❝ 𝗒.𝗇 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗇𝖺 during a party ❞
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Y.N WATCHED STEFAN AND ELENA FROM A DISTANCE, A FEELING OF JEALOUSY SLOWLY CREEPING INTO HER CHEST. The beautiful human had had feelings for the Gilbert since quite some time now, she had only realised it two years before but had said nothing while she was sure that her feelings were a little older than that. Elena was straight, she been in a relationship with Matt and was now with Stefan and she had never saw her in a romantic way, that much she knew and that was what broke her heart. But she kept her feelings towards the doppelgänger to herself, what she was doing was not healthy at all, she knew that but she couldn't do otherwise. The only person who knew about her feelings for the brunette was Jeremy, Elena's brother, who supported her friend as best he could. At the moment she was alone, sitting on a sofa with a glass of alcohol in her hand while she winced at the sight of the Stefan-Elena couple. Then someone slumped down in the empty seat next to her. y.n turned her head and discovered the person she considered her best friend. The handsome black haired man had a joint between his fingers and handed it to her. It didn't take her a second to take a strong puff. She exhaled the smoke and threw her head back.
"You alright ?" inquired the Gilbert boy as she handed him the joint. "I'm fine," she breathed, taking another sip of her drink.
But she was lying and he knew it, he knew her better than anyone in the world, even better than her own parents. He followed her gaze and knew immediately what was wrong, he huffed silently, hating to see her so sad, it broke his heart. She didn't deserve this, she didn't deserve to be so sad and he knew that she had tried to get Elena out of her head but had never succeeded, something even worse for her. Jeremy placed a hand on her shoulder in comfort. y.n turned his head towards him and gave him a sad smile before picking up the joint and taking another puff.
"You don't have to lie," declared the handsome Gilbert. The human huffed loudly before looking at her empty glass, then saw the still hull bottle of bourbon on the table. She picked it up, removed the cork and took a sip straight from the bottle. "Okay, I'm in love with your sister, who's in love with Stefan and deadly straight," snapped y.n sadly. "And tonight, I just want to forget about it," she added.
The vampire hunter put an arm around his best friend's shoulder and pulled her into a much-needed hug. y.n offered her a thin smile before Jeremy changed the subject to soothe her bruised heart. The two of them started to talk more and more confusedly as they were more and more drunk and high. To them, in their state, they could remake the world and they were actually doing it. During this time, the girl forgot her feelings for Elena and she thanked Jeremy for that.
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Later that evening, y.n was sitting on one of the low concrete walls opposite the front door. Between her fingers was a cigarette while a bottle of bourbon sat in front of her, a different bottle from the one she had taken when she was with Jeremy. She was more than drunk at this point and it wasn't hard to figure out. Her hair, once neatly combed, was now a mess, her makeup had run slightly and her liner was gone, her eyes were red from what she had smoked and her cheeks red from the alcohol. Her hands were shaking slightly, she felt like she was on cloud nine and she felt slightly nauseous. Around her were people kissing, others completely drunk and other in deep conversation.
"Hi," echoed the voice of Elena.
y.n turned his head violently towards the source of the voice. She swallowed her before muttering a simple 'hello' and then taking another drag from her cigarette and looking away. The brunette frowned before sitting down right in front of her brother's best friend who turned her y.e.c eyes towards her. She was absolutely beautiful. Her straight brown hair fell over her chest, she had on a little white dress that fit her perfectly, and she was wearing light makeup. y.n felt her heartbeat quickened at this sight but she didn't said anything.
"You don't look well," pointed out the beautiful brunette, slightly grimacing. "Drunk would a better word," replied y.n in a hoarse voice. Elena winced, she had never seen her in such a state before. The y.l.n picked up the bottle placed in front of her and took a big gulp, no longer discerning her limits now that she was intoxicated. "Are you're sure you're okay ? You're not the drunker type," inquired the doppelgänger. y.n puffed lightly as she stubbed out her cigarette and placed it in front of her and repositioned herself correctly. "I drink my emotions away," answered the girl.
Jeremy's older sister looked surprised again, she couldn't understand what was wrong with her friend. She looked so sad, so broken at that moment as she took her umpteenth sip of the alcoholic brown drink. y.n was usually a real ray of sunshine, she was always cheerful, always smiling, she never cried in front of others and she always had the good word to laugh. But at this moment she was literally broken and it was obvious that she had been crying at some point as her cheeks were glistening.
"What's putting you in that state ?" asked the pretty brunette. "I've had feelings fro this girl for years," revealed the y.l.n. "But i know they're not mutual, I have no chances and I never had any," she added sadly. "Can you be so sure that you have no chance with her ?" retorted Elena with a small smile. "Cause she's straight and in a relationship, and this girl...," she suddenly stopped herself, wondering if it was a good idea. "It's you," she whispered.
Elena froze at the beautiful y.n's confession, surprised by what she had just said. She would never had thought that y.n had feelings for her and for so long. But the worst part was when she realised that everything y.n had said about her was true. Her feelings were not reciprocated, she was madly in love with Stefan and happe and she was completely straight. She didn't know where to stand or what to say. The doppelgänger stepped forward slightly, trying to broach the subject gently without hurting her further.
"y.n," began to say the Gilbert. "Don't bother Elena," y.n stopped her. "I know it's not mutual, I've always known," she added. "I'm sorry," apologised the brunette. "It's okay, you don't have to apologise, it's not your fault, we don't choose our feelings or sexual orientation," assured the human with a sad smile. "I'm fine, don't worry," she added. Stefan's girlfriend knew she was lying when she saw y.n's tear-filled eyes. "I'm going to go know," declared the y.h.c girl, standing up, almost falling because of the degree of alcohol in her system. "Happy birthday again," she whispered.
Elena watched as the beautiful teenager walked away towards Jeremy who was chatting with one of his classmates, who was also a classmate of y.n. The Gilbert's heart sank at the sight of y.n leaving the Salvatore Boarding House with Jeremy's help since she had troubles to stay still, which seemed to comfort her. She had never wanted to break his heart but her feelings were not reciprocated, she could not force herself to love him.
