right journey, But wrong destination

chapter six

It was such a cold evening, I was thinking about taking a run but the rain stopped me. Katherine’s words have been hunting me the past two days and I can’t think of anything else. I decided to check my social media maybe this will get my mind off the subject, I started scrolling twitter till I saw a tweet from marc 8 hours ago saying ‘drinking coffee’ so I decided to search his profile a bit, it’s been long since I did. While I was reading his tweets, there was one which took my attention; it was a retweet from a girl called Teri, but marc rarely retweets people, it must be someone special, I will search her too what the hell.
O-oh, Teresa geller, she is the special person? 1 hour ago: fire night at Zoë’s.
So they are still doing that? Let’s face it; this Teri thing is trying to replace me.
hmmm this gave me an idea…
after an hour the rain stopped so I wore my coat and my high ankle boots and went for a walk towards the hill, the grass is still wet, but the sky was already clear, I started climbing the hill till I arrived to my point, I set down, watching the fire from far, seeing them together was really weird yet relaxing. I know I destroyed a lot, but at least  something is still good. What really bothered is that there are some people missing. Maria and Lewis are not there, neither joseph nor Amanda. Oh my god I didn’t hurt Amanda too right?
Marc started playing the guitar, it was hard to hear him from up hear but I can totally see he’s sad, I am too; I never really understood what the concept of this life was. Then marc started singing and hearing him made me feel so hurt, there’s just this thing that burns inside of me every time I see or hear him.
“When I was young, I never needed anyone and making love was just for fun”
I know these lyrics, I know this song, and while trying to listen to marc, tears started running down my face. I never thought, 10 years ago that I’d be sitting on this hill, watching my friends tearing apart because of me, the blame is on me, it’s all on me.
Life is not about making choices, you never really make your choice; you usually take one. I think, it’s about creating decisions. Choices come and go, sometimes you have a lot of choices and sometimes you don’t, but what really matters is that you make the right decision, because a decision is a step ahead, a choice is something to settle down for. It never takes you higher.
What’s really confusing is that there’s no general good decision, what’s good for you is sometimes, or may I say, all the times, bad for someone else. If not your family and friends, than for your haters because I tell you it’s so damn hard on them to accept that you both come from the place but you’re not in the same place anymore.
I felt my nose freezing out so I decided to get back home.
The walk to the house was lonely, but seeing marc tonight made me happy, I think deep inside, I’m happy he knows what happened and he forgives me.
After a long hot shower, I was laying beside my window, watching every drop of water rolling on the glass, and remembering the lyrics of the song that marc was singing earlier and how related it was.
I grabbed my guitar from under my bed; I think I still remember the chords, so it’s
A, DM6. A, EM7... Ow great I still got it.
“Living alone
I think of all the friends I’ve known
when I dial the telephone
nobody’s home”
I continued singing though tears were falling down my face
“all by me
don’t want to be
all by myself wooden box and opened it. I removed the key and slide it into my pocket. I opened the little paper which I thought it was a letter but turns out it’s not. It’s an address. 395 lightsrteet zone B. I’ve never heard her talking about this address. I picked my phone up and called Misses Pascal, maybe she knows about it.
“Hello” I heard her talking on the other side
“hello misses Pascal, I’m sorry for my late call, but i have a little question” I said
“oh just Pascal. Sure sweety, go ahead” she was trying not to sound annoyed but I know she is, its 10 m.
“have you ever heard Linda talking about a house or a key, maybe about light street?” I asked
she took more than a minute to answer
“Ammm, yes sweety, it’s her old house. Where did you get the address?” she asked curious. Her old house?! She had another house?!
“Ummm, I just found a paper under my bed saying 395 light street zone b. that’s all” I lied; I’m not going to tell her about the box, I can’t trust her. I don’t trust anyone anymore. I put the paper in my pocket where the old key was and I turned off the lights and went to the guest room.
The moment I was putting away my guitar, I heard a knock on my window, I was so scared I threw the guitar at the window, but luckily it didn’t hit it.
I took a step forward and saw someone standing outside, watching my every move; I leaned forward and saw a guy wearing a coat under the rain. He knocks again. Holy cow what should I do.
He knocked again, but this time harder, so I hesitated but opened the window
“were you enjoying watching me under the rain?”
He said while jumping in my room. I am so in shock
“marc, wow, wha…what are you doing here?” the look on my face is definitely priceless. My heart was beating so fast I could feel it jumping from joy.
“I was enjoying the show outside, didn’t want to interrupt”
“ow, no, that was nothing” I tried to make a little deal out of it; I don’t want him to know I was watching him.
“I saw you climbing down the hill angy, don’t play Mr. Smart on me”
“I-ehm, I’m, sorry?” I closed my eyes trying not to sound pathetic.
“There’s nothing to be sorry for” he said in a very low voice, so soft I barely heard him. He came closer to me and put both of his hands on my shoulders and stared right into my eyes. Oh these light blue eyes.
 “Kathy told me she told you about Teresa, you know, my cousin you met before you leave?”
“Yes, she did” I said while swallowing. I wasn’t comfortable talking about it.
“I’m…I’m sorry angy, I never meant for this to happen, I was drunk and…”
“Stop” I interrupted “please just stop, I’m too depressed to spend my time right now talking about the pregnant, okay?” I looked at my feet trying to avoid eye contact with him.
Marc giggles a bit
“umm…fine with me” he smirks
“why…why are you hear?” I ask, trying to adjust my position.
“I really miss you, and after seeing you at Zoë’s, I couldn’t keep myself away from you anymore, so I decided to check on you” wohow. I felt my face heating and I knew that by now, I look like a red tomato.
“Well I’m fine, thank you” I giggled looking at his bright blue eyes, he still cares about me
“you know if Teresa finds out you’re here, she’s going to kill you” I added.
“Well I have nothing to worry about anymore since you know about the thing” he throws it out like it’s no big deal.
“You know I’m not okay with that, but I won’t discuss your personal life when I haven’t been in it for like, 4 years?” well, I was actually willing to kill the pregnant right now, but I’m not going to scare him off, I still can’t believe he’s here.
“You know I was thinking about you all the time” he set on my bed and then looked at me, and then at his hands, I can definitely see he’s nervous.
“I know marc, it’s been hard for me too, but right now, all I could think about is Linda, how I missed her last years, but thank god I saw her before.” I took a seat next to him on my bed. He takes my hands and kisses it tenderly.
“You were always the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen” I felt my heart melting
“Being that far away from you latterly destroyed me” he added. I couldn’t really say anything. All my mind could come up with was “euuhh, euuhh, aha”
marc let out a huge giggle that made my heart skip a beat, and maybe my mind to think a little.
“I would really like if we could cuddle in bed again” hesitation is clearly blowing. That was me saying it. I looked at our hands, interacting our fingers together, it’s like nothing changed, take us back 4 years before and we would be the same.
 Maybe I’m a little braver after spending years alone.
“I would like that too” he smiled and then closed the distance between us with a kiss on my lips. I froze for like a lifetime trying to take in all the pleasure of this human. and that’s how, after all the mess, after all the nights of crying my eyes out, I slept happy, peacefully hugging the man I loved my whole life, I didn’t think about anything else, only him.

ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the gorgeous couple, Angelina and Marc, Played by jessica and Justin,  looking flawless in the following picture . Photo made by me
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