I've always loved you.

"Why do you hate me?"

I hope you Enjoy?

Arius

Alec

"dude. i have something to say. and please dont be mad. please. i wanna stay friends"

Alec says.

The line that led to disaster.

"of course man, say it! i could never be mad at you. best bros forever." Arius replies and pats Alecs back.

"Im gay."

"what."

Arius pov :)
time skip btw 2 years.
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I still remember that day. The day Alec ruined everything to become a freak.
Listen you gotta understand! Being gay is so weird. Just the thought of it. Is. Disgusting. Why would he ruin our friendship like that!!!Whatever, forget about it. I might as well get up for school.

3rd person
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So thats what he did. He got up.
He brushed his teeth. Got dressed. Sprayed good smelling shit on himself. Put on his accessories. Got his phone from the charger. Walked out the door and got breakfast.
do i really have to explain a persona day getting ready?
alright alright whatever.

He put on his shoes after breakfast and headed to the door and opened it.

"Bye Mom. Im heading off to school. Love you!"

of course his mom was asleep.
He walked out to see Alec walking past his house.

They used to walk together to school all the time. Now they walk on different sides of the street.

"Guess i have to cross the street this time hm."
Arius said
So he crosses the street and starts putting in his headphones and walking to school. He exchanged some eye contact with Alec along the way. It made his... stomach feel weird. He does not know why.

Arius's Pov
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(he got to school)

Im finally at school. Fucking. FINALLY. it was a pain walking in plain silence near that freak.

God. Hes so. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

There he is. Imma go talk to him.

(He walks over to Alec with a sly smirk)

"Hey FAG. Hows your little life doing? You got another freak boyfriend yet? God i feel bad for your friends. Having to deal with a gay whore like you!"

Arius pushes Alec.

Alec stays quiet.

"Huh? What's that, freak??!?! Staying silent? Is it because perhaps *Arius Gasps in a dramatic way* you don't have any friends???"

Arius laughs a whole fucking lot.

Alec finally replies.

"Why do you hate me."

"Because, you are a freak."

At that statement, Alec just sighs and gets out of that scene and walks away to his first class. Soooooo does Arius.

Lunch~Time

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Arius heads to the rooftop. The one place he has peace and quiet time. The place to relax after having to live in that hateful home. The home he loved. But the home that did not love him back.

He opens the door to the cold, refreshing, breezing air and closes his eyes to breath a deeeeep breathe while the door behind him closes.

But the sight he opened his eyes to did not please him.
at least thats what he wants to think.

It was Alec staring at him. Alec eating his turkey sandwich.

"Oh fucking hell. Why are you here freak????"

Arius walks up to Alec and Alec just freezes.

"i- uhm- well it was the only place i could find with peace and quiet?"

"Yeah no fucking shit its quiet thats why I come up here."

Arius sits down next to Alec.

"Im sorry i can leave if you want!"
Alec bursts out in fear

"No. Stay. I dont care. I GUESS its fine."

Arius does not know why he said that. He should be saying something like 'YEAH LEAVE YOU FUCKING FREAK' or something. why did he tell him to stay.

Alec was surprised.

"Oh? Alright."

Arius just opens his bento box and starts eating the meal he made. His mom never had the care to actually make him food, so he taught himself how to cook.

Alec just eats his turkey sandwich.

Plain silence covered up the sounds of the cars driving by.

Arius just looks through the fences covering the fall. He loved the view. A lot. Alec did too. But he loved the view of Arius admiring something more. Alec ends up staring at Arius without knowing.

Alecs pov
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He's so, Pretty. He has always been this pretty. And these feelings i feel for him and HIM only has been here for so long. Ever since we started being friends, and still stayed till even now. I dont know why my love is for him. Why is my heart staying open for him. I can't seem to love anyone else but him. I don't know why.

"Why the fuck are you-"

The voices seem muffled.
His voice. I can listen to his voice for forever. His voice is so calming when you hear it without the whole yelling part. I wish i could hear it more often. I always get the yelling voice.

"Freak?"

And his eyes. I could stare into them all day. All fucking day. I get lost in his eyes so much. It hurts how much I lo-

"ALEC!!!!!!"

I quickly get snapped out of my admiring. Of fuck. This is so embarrassing. I can feel my cheeks getting red.

"Who the hell are you staring at, HUH?"

"I- Im sorry! I-"

"Whatever."

Whatever?? I thought he would insult me in every language at that point!!!

"Huh?"

"I said 'Whatever' god freak are you deaf???"

"No its just-"

"Shut it."

"Ok."