I've always loved you.

"I don't believe you."

I wake up, still hungover from that night. I look and see no Alec next to me once again. 

No excuse for this disappearance now is there? Ahahahaaahahahahahahahaah.

Laughter just keeps coming out of my mouth. This is funny.

All those "Oh I love you",s were plain bullshit. He never loved me, he wanted to play me on.

Whatever, I will still love him.

I get up off the bed and head downstairs just to see a very tired looking Alec on the couch drinking coffee, he's been up all night hasn't he?

"Alec?"

I say, then sit right next to him.

"Oh hi Arius! Your up."

"Yeah I am, are you okay?"

He then gives me a soft look.

"Yes, just didn't quite get any sleep."

I just nod and look the other way- why are we so awkward now?

"Hey, arius-"

"Yes?"

"Im so sorry Arius, you could've told us and we would've left."

I look at Alec, he did not just say that.

"Oh but I did, didn't I? But instead you guys just insisted on me going because it'll be 'fun', is that what fun is to you? Torture and watching your S/O get turned on by someone else?"

Alec was left speechless and stuttering.

"I-i'

"I-I-I-I-I WHAT? Hm?"

I mimic his stutters.

So he did get turned on by them didn't he?

What about if I get him turned on.

At that thought I start to get closer to him, until my head was in his neck, and I whisper in his ear.

"Do I even turn you on?"

Alec gulps and replies in stutters.

"Y-yes?"

"I don't believe you."

At that, I climb onto Alec and push him down on the couch, now he's laying down on his back with me on top of him.

I start by kissing, sucking, and biting his neck. Making sure to leave noticeable love marks. Each suck getting harder and harder. My saliva string holding us together once I let go.

I then quickly take of his shirt, giving the look at Alec, asking for approval. 

He nods yes. 

At that, I smile then start moving down to his collarbone, the line of saliva following whenever I move down until I reach his chest.