I never been to build a bear btw
Alecs Pov
~~~~~~~~Am I dreaming? Did I actually hear that?
"I forgive you, darling."
I look down and see Arius's beautiful eyes awake and open slightly. Holy fuck I'm not dreaming.
"I- Uh- Oh my god. OH MY GOD."
I immediately press the red button to call Doctor Jix over. And just like on cue, she came running in and told me to leave the room so she can check his health and everything, again, he has been asleep for a week.
I obey and walk out the room in shock. Holy shit.
My loves awake!
My heart is now awake.
"You can come in!"
I hear Doctor Jix say and I walk in.
There Arius was, standing up straight up and awake.
"Hello, sunshine!"
Arius had said to me.
Oh my god!!!
"H-hi, Arius!!! Are you okay? Do you feel fine? Do you have a headache.?"
I rambled about his health and put my head to his forehead to check for a fever. No fever.
I then touch his cheeks to check for heat.
I then hear soft hands hold my hand that was touching his cheek in panic, and soft lips place onto my palm of my hand.
"Yes, I am okay my love. Huge headache though."
I was in shock by the sudden kiss onto my palm.
"Ahaha! Are you okay, cutie? You are hella red."
"I'm the one who should be telling you that!!! You were in a coma because of me!! Im so sor-"
Arius then cuts me off.
The others finger placed to my lips
"Shhh shhh, Shut up. I'm so done hearing you apologize everyday!! For something that wasn't even your fault. You know how frustrating it was when I couldn't even deny it because I could not speak?"
"Everyday?? Wait. Could you hear me this whole time?????"
I say, Pleaseeeeee say no. This is so embarrassing, my cheeks are going red!
"Yeah! You've gotten better at poetry. Everything you had said made my heart flutter into butterflies of pink."
"Ahhh I'm so sorry!! You probably don't feel the same way and thats okay!!! Don't feel ba-"
Soft lips cut me off by placing onto my forehead.
"Shhh.... I love you too. I've loved you for forever. My endless love still appeared even when I was bad to you. My mother had brainwashed my head to think my love for you was disgusting and disgraceful. But your beautiful words had helped me realize my overpowered adore and love for you. And that it was okay. That it was okay to love someone.
........
Say...
There is this poem.A poem by the William Shakespeare!
A poem of love
The Love Sonnet 18.
A poem that states
'Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
So long lives this and this gives life to thee.'(He had said by memory like he was reading it from a book)
A beautiful poem he had created. A beautiful poem that describes thy love and adore.
Such a beautiful poem that can light a Lucifer for a glim of love.
The reason I must say this, is to asecgan the words I can not bear to say."
Arius's beautiful words had cut me off. I told you Arius was beautiful at words! He was amazing at poetry and still is. Thats one of the biggest things I love about him.
"What a wise way of words, magic man."
Arius laughs in return.
"You do know my ece love will never go out? right?"
Arius had said after the plain silence.
This can not be real. I pinched myself and winced from the pain. Nope, not a dream.
"You alright, my love?"
Arius had said to me.
He must've noticed me panicking."Y-yeah! Just surprised is all."
"I get it, darling. I had been so horrid to you and I apologize, I was in a bad mindset and that can not excuse my actions. I hope one day you can succeed my apology."
"Oh, I forgive you alright!! It was not your fault so don't act like it is!!!"
Plain silence after that.
Arius started crying.
I started panicking!! Did I say something? What did I do? Whats happening?
"Thank you, Alec. Thank you so much. Words can not describe how thankful and grateful I al to have you in my life and kept in my life. Even if it was in a different way. I love you."
Arius had told me while sobbing into my shoulder. Oh Arius...
"I love you so so much, Arius."
"What can I do to make it up to you?"
"How about say a little poetic speech you can make ?"
"Ive got the perfect one."
"Say it."
"Galan the fyren. Overpower the geomor. Don't curse the Heofon. As my hyge for love sellan to the depths of peace. May you go down the path for my sawol of wynn."
(-Me:-))
"That was beautiful as always. I'm still in shock of your talent. Doesn't seem like you.Definitely don't look like a poetry guy."
I say while laughing. In reality i'm still flustered and in shock.
God, why is he so perfect?
"Heyyy!!!!!"
YOU ARE READING
I've always loved you.
RomanceYou ever think about, how if your homophobic friend, you have said to be the same, would react of you came out? Well in this situation, it didn't go well, or- did it?