I've always loved you.

"Be my lover."

Tat was a huge break but i swear ill make it up to you guys! i hope you guys understand i was going through major writers block and still am but ill try so im sorry if this chapter isnt good!

HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT

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Arius's Pov
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Now it has been a few months. Nothing seemed to come up with my moth- boogeyman of a birthgiver.
Alec has made me learn more about my worth and now makes me go to therapy. I don't think he knows I relapse ever week though, but hey at least i went through a week?
Every day I seem to have fallen more in love with Alec, I mean who wouldn't fall in love with the knight in shining armor who saves the princess that is named you. Its a whole fairytale, but instead of romeo and juliet, its romeo and julian. I had learned more about the LGBTQ+ during those months and had finally found out, being gay wasn't weird. My label is gay. Alec was my awakening, ever since i was 5.

I was just now finishing up a letter telling Arius to meet me at our old childhood hideout in the woods, its a small open area in the woods with loads of flowers and branches on the floor, and hey if we are lucky maybe our childhood blanket would still be on the ground.

The reason why I invited him is well because, I will be asking him to be my lover!
The guy who made such a huge impact on my life! Im going to be asking him to love me!

"Love- Arius"
I ended the letter with. I started heading to Alecs room and slid the letter under it and ran outside to find the woods. I mean, Alec is still asleep i would hope buttttt just in case.

As i slowed down after running out of our home, I saw the woods up ahead since it was close. I entered the woods and through muscle memory, i walked through a invisible path I would hope led to our childhood.

My eyes could not mistaken the yellow cloth with dinosaurs printed on it, laying on the ground, flowers and branches surrounding it and placed on top of it.

"Found it" I smiled.

I brushed off the branches and dirt and sat down with the basket i had brung with food in it and lanterns.

I did not think about the fact Alec could get lost. Oh fuck. I really hope he remembered the way and where the landmarks are!

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3 hours later and still no sign of some short, brunette haired boy. Did I get stood up? Actually isn't stood up when the other makes the plans? Im not sure. I highly doubt he would though, he probably just ran into something, ill wait.

While waiting I have been sleeping, playing tic tac tow by myself on the dirt, playing on my phone and spamming Alec, with of course no service and barely any battery left.

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3 more hours pass, it had been 6 hours, it is very cold. I should've brung a blanket.

I keep telling myself that Alec will be here soon, but I'm not sure if that thought will end up to be proven.

I have ate some of the food I brung, do you expect me not to eat while waiting for someone for 6 hours????

At this point my phone has died, not like i had much used to it with no service.

Ill just go to sleep.

I pull the dirty old blanket on top of me, hoping ill wale up to a Alec shaking me.