I've always loved you.

"Good night, my love." Day 1.

I am so sorry for the last chapter. But i'm even more sorry for this one.

Alec Pov
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I am walking to, my love.

Its been so long since I seen him.

I looked up at the sky admiring the sunset while walking.

He's always on my mind.

He's so pretty.

I realized I was already there.

Oh? Did I arrive already?

I sat down next to Arius and gave him the flowers I got him. His favorite,  Aconitum and Snapdragons.

He used to always love the color of Aconitum. I always thought it suited his eyes.

He always also loved the way Snapdragons looked and he loved their name. He said it was badass. I remember yelling at him when we were 6, for saying badass.

Hm, he looks so dirty.

The Sunset suits him a lot.

Im having a picnic with him.

I take out the turkey sandwhiches and gave one to him and I.

Mmmmmm, this was one of the best i've had yet.

Especially when I'm eating it with my love.

I brung out the letter I had wrote to Arius and gave it to him.

"Love, you know the picture they used for you was handsome. You always are."
I smile at him.

"Ooo I need to tell you something Arius! Did you know that when your friend Skil left, he ran to the grocery store to go find a random ass guy who was willing to kiss him! God, he's so desperate."

I laugh, it really was funny when I first heard of that and is still funny even till now. God I have so much stories to tell Arius!

"Ooo and you do know Skil likes you right? Ugh, I hate him. I just really want you to myself..."

I hate Skil for his feelings. He needs to back off!!!

Silence after I spoke stayed for moments.

Till I looked up at the dark orange skies and spoke up.

"Well, my love. I have to get going now! I wish I could stay the night but its getting dark."

I frown.

"Good night, my love!"

I then smile and then go over and kiss Arius.

Or my apologies, should I say....

Arius's grave.

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I burst my eyes open with tears in my eyes.

Holy fuck that dream was terrifying. Oh my god.

I rub my head in a headache.
God my head hurts
I groan in pain when I finally opened my eyes up normally.

God I have such a pounding headache.

Does anyone have pills???

I am in a hospital after all.

After the whole situation. Alec lost consciousness and got rushed to the emergency room.

The doctors wouldn't let me in, no matter how much I cried to go in and check to see if Arius will be okay.