SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING. I'VE BEEN SUFFERING THROUGH WRITERS BLOCK AND WAS BUSY. BUT ILL TRY MY BEST TO GET BACK ON SCHEDULE!
Alec's POV
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I'm right now heading to the hospital with a gift. A gift for Doctor Jix, a thank you for helping my love of my life.
I have my loves favorite song playing in my headphones right now.
'body talk x love talk by WayV'
God this song gives me so much memories of our sleepovers. He would always play it while singing it very loud, since we were always home alone. I remember all the things I had thought in those moments. Every word made me love him even more than I already have, if that's even possible. His voice is perfect for singing, his voice is beautiful. God, I love him so much.
Oh i'm here? Alright.
I walk in and sign in as the usual and head to room 333.
I knock on the door and doctor Jix answers.
"Helllloooo Alec! Welcome back. What's that? Another gift for Arius I see?"
I look down at the gift Doctor Jix was referring to.
"Actually it's yours, Thank you for saving my love of my life."
"AWWWWW YOU FINALLY ADMIT IT TO ME? OF COURSE!!!! THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT"
Doctor Jix went crazy over the long awaited truth. I give her the gift and she opens it.
It was a clear quartz necklace. I remember Arius telling me this crystal shows grateful feelings.
"AWW, I love it Alec! I suppose Arius told you what this meant?"
"Uhh, yes how'd you know?"
"I actually knew Arius before this, I was his therapist!"
Doctor Jix just smiles. I didn't know that?!??!?!?!?!
"Oh really? That's cool!"
"Yepp! He actually has talked about you multiple times. Not all bad ways."
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
I just give her a confused look.
"Welp I've got to go now! Thank you for the gift. REMEMBER 4 AM, BYEEE!!"
She walks out and leaves me alone with Arius which I lay next to and start speaking
"Well, Arius. *I sigh* I wonder what she was talking about. Probably just a bluff on the 'not all bad ways' statement since you probably hate me. But, I love you. That's all that matters, that I love you. That ill never stop loving you. That I think me and you would be amazing soulmates. I actually met with a reader and she has said my soulmate was near. And she described the person just like you. She doesn't even know you. I do though, and I know we are soulmates. Platonically or Romantically."
"In any way, we are soulmates."
"I love you in any way as well. Probably more romantically. Actually, not probably. I know it, I love you wayyyy more romantically. You are my best friend in every way. My only best friend. Also, my only love. I always wanna kiss you all the time, it's so annoying!!!"
I just sigh, I came to the hospital late so it is already 3:20. I start gathering my things and
I kiss Arius's forehead.
And I whisper in his ear.
"I love you, Arius."
And I head to the door and before I leave, like always I whisper.
"Good night, my love."
YOU ARE READING
I've always loved you.
RomanceYou ever think about, how if your homophobic friend, you have said to be the same, would react of you came out? Well in this situation, it didn't go well, or- did it?
