I've always loved you.

"Do you hate me?"

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"No."

Alec immediately pushed off of me.

"What? What do you mean"

"I said no! You had bullied me for YEARS!! YEARS BECAUSE I WAS SIMPLY GAY!?? DO YOU EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE YOU LIKE THAT??? All of this was a set up.. to make you feel how I felt. I never loved you. Never. So fuck off"

I ran out of words. My heart dropped.

"W-what.. Listen im sor-"

"suck it up. Hahaha I cant believe you actuallt thought i loved you."

I was in tears, my knees to the ground. Please tell me this is a dream.

I pinch myself and nothing. Oh my god this isn't a dream.

"Alec-"

"Keep my name out your mouth. Its ugly."

I went to say his name again but it was like I was choking. I couldn't say it.

"W-whats happening, this can not be real"

"Well it is."

"Ple-"

"In fact, do not speak at all. Everything that comes out of your mouth is ugly."

I went to reply, but again it felt like I was choking. No words could come out my filthy mouth.

"Thats it, cry you filthy bitch. I want to see you in pain."

Suddenly all I could do was sob and cry.

My tears falling down not even seconds after each sob.
My sobs turning into hot gasoline, burning me.

"Speak your filthy mind."

"Do you hate me?"

"Are you serious???? Ofc I do!!!!"

"Oh."

"Why do you seem sad? I just accepted your proposal!"

"What?"

"Seems you must've zoned out. You asked me to be your boyfriend remember! I would love to be your only one."

So that was all a hallucination? Thank god.

"Oh! Yeah sorry I zoned out."

"ITS OKAYYYYYY!!!! OF COURSE I WANT TO BE YOURS YOU IDIOT!!"

"God, I love you."

I pull Alec in furiously in for a kiss. I was hungry for his taste after that whole situation.

He kissed back in the same tone.

I slip in my tongue into his mouth, swirling around just exploring his mouth.

He tastes so good.

Alec seemed to be confused at the sudden hungry affection, he has no idea.

We finally part after 10 minutes of non stop making out. I was now on top of him on the ground, with my leg between both of his.

"What was all that about" He asked me.

"Nothing, just keep kissing me and i'll be happy."

"Well we are both obviously out of breathe! No more kisses till tomorrow."

I groan in frustration. I can't wait till tomorrow.

"Why not now??"

"Did you not hear me??? You are clearly tired!!"

"No I'm not so-"

I go in for another kiss but he pushes me back.

"Wh-"

He then gives me a "You know why" look.

I sigh in defeat and get up.

"Lets get you home, you seem really cold." Alec told me then put a blanket over me and we both start heading to our home.

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VERY SHORT CHAPTER IK IM SO SORRY.