You could tell he didn't want you to see him like this and you understood why because you felt the same way when you were sick. But he's always remained by your side when you've been sick. He's held your hair back and he's soothed you as best as he could; you were gonna do the same for him now.
"I don't you to see me like this" he muttered under his breath, you can see the tear scrolling down his cheeks, making your heart breaks into peices.
When the cancer took Jay he became skin and bones, pale as a ghost, face masking the ordeal inside.
But there were times he screamed in pain and there was no doubting the agony, and he always tries to hide it from you, you would call Dr. Han and the morphine would be increased, sliding him into a long dream, his body so still that everyone wondered if he had passed on.
Dr. Han had started with him the chemical treatment, his hair started to fade along with his color skin. He became pale day by day. Dr. Han had instructed that the impacts will stop once the surgery will be made and tumor will be gone. After the surgery the only treatment will be taking some antibiotics medicaments for life.
"I'm here." You whispered as you started to rub his back. You could picture the discomfort on his face and the thought alone broke your heart. But it was even worse when you heard a whine fall from his lips and he started to throw up again.
You rubbed his back in circles, ignoring how sticky his skin felt under your fingers. "Let it all out. You're gonna be okay" You soothed, kissing the back of his neck while trying to whisper out every comforting phrase he's whispered to you when you've been sick until he stopped a few minutes later.
He closed the lid and reached a shaky hand around to flush the toilet. He groaned over how sick and miserable he felt.
"Are you okay?" You asked him as you played with the hairs at his neck. "I think so."
"Okay. Just take a few deep breaths. I'm here with you." He sighed softly when he felt your nails lightly press into the skin of his back. His skin tingled a little and you continued that for a moment before getting up to grab him some water.
He sipped it slowly and when he was done you took the cup from him and set it back
on the counter.
You pressed your hand to his forehead and felt the heat of his skin under your touch. "You're warm." You mumbled to yourself and planned to get up to grab the thermometer, but he took your hand. " Do you think you can brush your teeth first?" He shrugged weakly. "I'll help you" He exhaled shakily but didn't protest anymore.
You helped him onto his feet and put your arm around his waist, walking with him to the sink. You helped him stand up because his legs felt like jelly underneath him.
"Now" You said with a smirk and wrapped
your arms around his neck."I have a surprise for you. so when you're ready come down."
"What if I said that I really just want to lay in bed all night and hold you." He said and gently grabbed you by the hips and pulled you to his chest. Your heart practically exploded. You rested your forehead against his.
"Come downstairs and if you don't want anything then I'll just eat it up here and you can hold me for as long as you want to. I am certainly not complaining,"
That was a good sign. You walked over to the table and grabbed a plate then walked over to the oven, grabbed a shell and put some meat on it.
You heard him come down the stairs. He grabbed his plate from the table and walked over to you.
He waited patiently for you to finish yours and then he began. You walked over to the table smiling, and poured yourself a glass of wine. Jake joined you at the table.
"Wine?" You ask.
"I know what you're trying to do Y/n."
"And what is that? You said trying to play it off as if you have no idea what he's talking about.
"You know what I mean." Looking down at you. You sigh and close your eyes. "I'm just trying to get your mind off of things."
But it's so hard to see someone that
you care about so much about, being in pain, while there is nothing you can do.
"Who told you about my favorute wine?" Jay asked. "Well, Nikki never failed to answer me," you voiced.
"Of course, Nikki. I think I'm starting to feel jealous about your relationship between you two," Jay said chuckling at his own words, witch made her laugh. He was smiling.
He finished a moment later and you helped him to bed before grabbing him a few things; a cold glass of water, some medicine for his fever, and a clean shirt for him to change into.
"Are you okay? Do you need anything else?" You hated seeing him so uncomfortable and so sick, so anything you could do to help him and make him feel better you'd do in a heartbeat.
"No, I'm alright. I just want you to cuddle with me. Please?" You nodded and laid
beside him. He felt even warmer than usual due to his fever.
He curled up to you and put his warm forehead down on your shoulder. He was comfortable with you and if he feels better this way then you were okay with him cuddling up to you.
"I hate this." He mumbled, eyelashes tickling your collarbone. "I know. But you'll feel better soon, I promise because I'm gonna be here to take care of you." He nodded.
"Get some sleep. I'll be right here if you need anything"
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✓ HIS ENIGMA| JAY
Fiksi Penggemar❝she was the riddle he couldn't solve, a beautiful enigma❞ When you, a doctor started receiving texts from an unknown stranger. And those texts transformed into calls, and a meeting. Will fate bring you both together in the end? Or it will make sur...
