Kanina pa mura ng mura si Rus. Rinig ito ng mga kaibigan ko pero wala akong nagawa kundi ang salitan silang tingnan. Salubong na salubong na ang kilay ni Nancy habang si Maine naman ay iling lang ng iling. Si Rus, panay fuck you pa rin ang sinasabi.
"Damn, Neige," ngayon 'damn' naman ang sinabi. "Oh, goodness. You're Neige," tumango ako. "But... how... did Nica stole your picture?"
"Hindi ko rin alam," I sighed. Nagdadalawang-isip akong ikuwento sa kanya pero ginawa ko pa rin. "It was just Astre whom I gave my picture with,"
"Astre... she and Nica, they're friends," I nodded. Nabanggit ni Astre na close sila. "I'll ask her,"
"Gagawin mo 'yon?" Tanong ko pero hindi na siya sumagot. "Rus?" Wala pa ring sagot. "Rus, may... itatanong lang sana ako,"
"Go on," sabi niya.
"Galit ka ba... sa 'kin?" Walang pagdadalawang isip ko itong tinanong sa kanya. And, he answered it quickly.
"No," that was very short, but it made me feel relieved.
"Pero... ba't hindi na ka nag o-on? Ni hindi mo na sini-seen ang mga messages ko,"
"Sorry," pagsagot niya, "I went inactive. You know, studies."
"A..." napatango na lang ako.
"Umm, Neige?" Pagtawag nito sa 'kin.
"Yes?"
"How 'bout you?" How about me? "You mad at me? Kasi, I judged you when Nica posted that picture. I don't have any idea na hindi pala siya 'yon,"
"What do you mean?"
"She sent me videos. Yung una, she sang a song. Yung pangalawa, she sent a quick video of her in the mirror, like she's looking at herself, and yung last namang sinend niya bago kami naghiwalay--damn,"
"It's okay. Continue," sabay ngiti ng marahan.
"Fuck. She's my ex," I know. "The last video she sent was her, showing her face na. Pero sandali lang din 'yon. Like fifteen seconds lang,"
Naiiling ako at hindi makapaniwala sa sinabi ni Rus. How could she do that? Those videos... were actually mine, na naka-upload sa account ko privately. It means, I'm the only one who can see it.
And even Nan amd Maine, they can't access my account. So, how come someone stole those videos?
"Yung mga videos, s-sa 'kin 'yon, Rus," and then looked for their copies hidden on my laptop. Sinend ko lahat 'yon, at narinig ko na na naman ang mga mura niya.
Damn.
"Itigil mo na nga muna yang pagmumura mo," pag saway ko sa kanya. Pero, wala palang preno ang bibig nito kapag nagmumura. Paulit ulit na damn, fuck, hell, bitch, at fuck ang naririnig namin. Wala rin kaming ibang choice kundi ang patapusin si Rus sa curse rap niya.
"I'll talk to Astre, Neige," and there he sighed, "I'm so sorry..."
"It's fine," the last thing I did was to smile at him. His camera's off, kaya hindi ko kita ang mukha niya. He ended the call, and there, sobrang gumaan ang pakiramdam ko.
"O, ano? Okay na?" Agad na salubong ni Nancy.
Tumango ako, "Yup, he said he'll help me," he didn't said it literally but he'll talk to Astre naman. So, it's a help pa rin.
"Damn," Maine said, "What you've entered was... unbelievable,"
"True," si Nancy.
I just gave them a light smile. But yeah, the world I've entered was indeed unbelievable.
Damn, I never had a thought of entering this world. I've said to myself that I'm contented of what kind of things I'm encountering in real world. Pero kasi sabi nila, that world was fun. And yes, it is.
They say most of the teens may and would go nuts for it. I didn't but... I do liked it, well... that world was indeed amazing.
Like what's on the socmed, you'll find friends and I did. I've found friends, and happiness, some feeling that you could only have if that someone's genuine.
Yep, I'm an introvert. And I can't believe myself, na nakipag-chat sa isang random stranger na nasa RP. And my freaking social anxiety's just got worst. But now that I did chatted someone I don't know, I feel mixed emotions. 'Di ko na maintindihan ang sarili ko.
Basta ang alam ko, curiosity pushed me. It made me made me enter this world. I've met Astre, my first friend, and mare there. Rus, who ask if I'm atill virgin, and a damn curser mouth, and their gc. And just involved in a false accusation by Nica, which is her friend.
In there, in the roleplay is where I've met them. And, I have to fix this thing between me and Astre, 'cause I want her to stay... as my friend.
