Warnings: toxic Hisoka
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For a while, Hisoka finds it amusing and even encourages you to use your nen so he can watch you struggle.
It was when you actually hurt yourself that he decided it wasn't as funny anymore.
And not for the reasons you may think. Hisoka believes he is the only one that can hurt you, so he can not allow you to use your nen unless he says otherwise.
"Imagine being so weak you can't control your own nen," Hisoka teased. "I really wanted to fight you in the beginning, but now I've realized how unworthy you are.
"He never passes up a chance to insult your nen abilities.
"It would be awfully mean of me to let you go so you can fend for yourself with a nen you have no control over. You'll kill everyone - intentional or not, and we don't want that, right?"
You're his pet in a way.
Hisoka has manipulated and gaslighted you into thinking everything is normal, but I'm not sure how normal it is to have someone control your every action.
I'm not sure he would try to help you at all, unless he deemed your nen good and wanted to use you, and even then whatever you do is controlled by him.
Your body is not yours to control, it's his, and he has made it very clear.
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