Him & I||A. Gallagher

15|Xanny

"I'm in the second hand smoke, still just drinking canned coke..."

Y/n's Pov:

I sat on my bed in my bedroom, almost forgetting what it looked like. The things only a week in a half can do to you, ever since I had came back home for the past 4 days my hands had been shaking non stop.

I hated it and I wanted it to stop, I even looked it up but got nothing from it. Could it be anxiety?

Had I been overthinking a lot of things ever since I came, that could be it.

I sighed putting my hands over my face and laid on my back, I moved them to where they crossed my chest and stared at the ceiling. I hadn't talked to Aidan since then.

Since I left, I wanted to see him. But he was probably pissed I left in the first place, even though it was best we be apart I still missed him.

I needed him, I wanted to hear his voice even if it was his simple little soft snore he does in his sleep. I've gone mad, obsessed over a boy, but a boy who saved me from myself. I don't what I'd be doing with my life right now if I hadn't met him, and it seemed like now that I couldn't live life without him.

I sat up and grabbed my phone and saw I had a miss call from him from a few days ago. I went into the messages and went to send him a text, but tell him what? Hey? No.. That's stupid, I put my phone back down on the bed and stared at the small picture I had on my dresser of me, my mom, and dad.

I remember that day, we had all gone to New York and visited the city, I was only 11 but still. It was fun, the most fun I could remember being with both parents.

"Y/n get down here!" I heard my mom calling me from downstairs, I stood up off of my bed and went downstairs. Standing at the bottom steps, "Mom?" I said quietly, she looked at me.

Almost as if I'd been annoying her, even though I've practically quarantined myself in my room so I didn't have to deal with her or Dominic.

Especially now since they've been smoking weed in the house, "Spend time with the family won't you? She smiled but a sarcastic way.

I scoffed, "Family? You're kidding right? Calling that fucker family? He will always be nothing to me! I can't stand that you're letting him stay here after what he did!" I was mad, about alot of things at this point.

"He's done more for us than your pathetic father, Y/n!" I hated how she always had something to say about dad. "He tried taking you away from me-" I laughed looking at the floor.

"Good, because if he had then he'd still be here. I never would have had to deal with your alcohol and drug addictions!"

She stepped closer to me and grabbed my arm, starting to make go to the living room. The second I came in that room it was straight up death, the smell of beer, and smoke was killing me.

I could barely breathe without coughing. She sat me on the couch and sat next to me, and to my other side Dominic was sitting next to me. "Can we trade spots?" I asked my mom, "You're fine where you are-"

I sat there trying to forget that he was next to me, I tried to keep my distance from him but he kept moving closer. I looked at the TV and and realized that the movie that was playing was House of a Thousand Corpses, I hated that movie for many reasons.

All the blood, the psycho family living in a house of the middle of nowhere, and even though he didn't do anything wrong just a guy dressed up in a clown outfit was Captain Spaulding.

He was almost a spin off of the KFC guy, but a clown, literally. Why the hell was that even important? I rubbed my eyes wanting this movie to be over with, it was at the part where the group of friends had just gone into the house.

Soon there'd be screaming, for some reason that scared the shit out of me, it was probably because it was a messed up movie to be honest.

"I'm going to the gas station for more beer" I saw my mom getting up, "You're leaving me here? Alone, with him?" I said to her but she was already gone. My body felt like it was shaking now, I was scared, I didn't want to be here with him.

Especially alone with him, I went upstairs to my room and grabbed my phone. I needed to calm down because I couldn't unlock my phone from panicking, Aidan was right.

He wanted me to stay so nothing bad would happen. I started to hear footsteps come to my door. I was now officially panicking. I looked around and realized that I could just go through my window, "Y/n you're missing the movie."

I looked behind me and saw that Dominic was standing in the doorway, "Fuck you, fuck the movie, and fuck this house!" I didn't know what I was saying, it was just the anger coming out.

He came in and walked towards me, "Get out of my room-" I started, I had finally got my phone opened and went to call Aidan, but I froze when I his hand grabbed some of my hair pulling my head back to look at him.

"Your mom told me about you running away to a boy? Is that right?" He asked, "T-Thats none of your business now get out" I said trying not to cry.

He pulled on my hair harder, making my head hurt "It is my business, because from the sound of it you're a slut. And I would hate having to hurt you because of that reason."

"Y-Yeah? W-Well you'll already go to jail for rape, and if you do then on top of that abuse.."

I felt him let go of my head and without hesitating smacked me across the face, I backed away from him. Only to trip back on the bed, he grabbed my legs trying to hit me more, I tried kicking him away from me but just with one arm he was strong.

I yelled, hoping someone would hear me from outside, but no one. Suddenly I didn't feel him anymore and heard Dominic yelling now, "Stay the fuck away from her and get out!" I saw that Aidan was here, pushing Dominic out of the room.

He left after giving up of trying to fight with Aidan, he came over to me putting his hand on my cheek.

I moved away a little, with it still hurting. "Did he.." he paused, I shook my head no knowing what he was talking about. How did he find me, that's what I wanted to know.

"My fucking face hurts.." I mumbled quietly, "I'll grab some ice, just wait here-" he said leaving the room. Soon a couple minutes later he came back with a frozen bag of peas, "There was only this-" he handed it to me but I didn't take it.

Instead I started to cry to where I could barely breathe, "It's ok he's not coming back, cause if he does I'm calling the cops-" Aidan said sitting next to me and hugging me.

"I should have listened.. I-I'm sorry.." I put my head against his chest, "You don't need to be sorry Y/n, I shouldn't have yelled at you." I felt his head on mine and still hugging me he laid us both down.

I looked at him, and he pulled in closer by my waist. "I love you so much, Y/n. I'm not letting you get hurt." He said quietly kissing my forehead. I smiled a little, a smile you could barely see and kissed him on the lips, feeling him kiss back.

"I'm going back.. I realized how much I hate it here.." I said. "That's ok, whatever you want to do I'm fine with it." He said moving the hair out of my face.