"How could someone hurt this boy? You could tell that the innocent boy was no longer innocent at an early age. He didn't deserve this."
➺Can two strangers really become more than friend's? Or is it just something that everybody says to get into you...
"When I wake up, I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me..."
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Y/n's Pov:
I sat in the bathtub with my knees against my chest, and my head resting on my knees. Watching as the water drained, I was tired, but I didn't want to sleep.
"Do you need any help Y/n?" Yelena asked, I just looked down at the drain not moving. I couldn't, I didn't want to. My fingernails dug into my skin on my legs, I just wanted an answer on what I did wrong.
I flinched feeling Yelena wrapping a towel around me and lifting me up to my feet, after I got out she sat me down on the toilet seat and grabbed clothes for me.
"You're not going to get better if you continue this, Y/n I know it's hard. You're worried about Aidan, but I'm taking you to see him. So you gotta work with me.." she looked at me, what if seeing him though made things worse.
"Ok.." I spoke quietly, she gave me a quick smile and left the bathroom shutting the door. Soon I grabbed the clothes and got dressed, then brushed my hair along with my teeth and washed my face after crying what felt like the millionth time today.
I wanted to forget about last night, if I hadn't fallen asleep in the car maybe I could have stopped him or something.
I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror for a minute before coming out, "Ready?" Yelena asked coming in the hallway, I nodded looking at the floor. We both went downstairs, it felt like everything around me was getting louder.
So I started to walk faster to the door, "Y/n calm down, I need to get my jacket-" I heard Yelena say behind me. I kept a grip on the door handle, wanting to just run out of the house.
According to everyone from last night, I was also a suicide hazard. I wasn't trying to kill myself, but I didn't see the point in life. At the corner of my eye I saw Madison coming over to me with a slight smile, "Going to see that wreck at the hospital?" she asked.
I didn't say anything, because for the first time I had nothing to say to her. "I asked you a question" she continued, I looked at her feeling my breath get caught in my chest.
"Just.. Just leave me alone.."
She rolled her eyes and laughed, "Not when it comes to y-" I cut her off by opening the door and walking out, with Yelena behind me.
"Ignore her-" she looked at me, "Yeah no shit.." I said getting in the car. "Hm.. first time you've talked to me since.." she stopped talking. "I'm sorry-" I said under my breath, "For what?" I knew she was looking at me when asking that.
I didn't know why I was sorry, but I just was. I shrugged a little in response. While driving I looked out of the window, watching us pass by cars or cars passing by us. Everyone that was either walking or hanging out were so happy, what if I was trying too hard to make him happy.
I snapped out of my thoughts when I saw that we were in the parking lot of the hospital, I took my seatbelt off and got out of the car but saw that Yelena was still in.
"Aren't you coming in?" I asked, but she shook her head. "I brought you here to see him, not me. Go, I'll wait as long as I need to." I smiled a little bit and walked to the entrance and over to the front desk.
"Hi, do you have an appointment with us today?" The girl who was working the front desk asked me, "No, I'm here to see my boyfriend. He was admitted last night.." I saw her grab a visitor wristband and start to write something on it, "Name of the patient?" She looked at me.
"Aidan.. Aidan Gallagher-" I looked down and tried to see what she was writing, "Room 258" she said giving me the wristband.
I took it and put it on and gave a slight smile before walking away. "258.." I said to myself, after minutes of walking around I found out that Aidan's room was on the second floor. I found it and once I did I peeked in, seeing a nurse and then him.
He looked annoyed and tired, I wouldn't blame him though. After the nurse left I came in, "If it's another doctor or nurse leave me the fu-" he looked and realized that it was me.
"Y/n?.. W-What are you doing here.." he asked, I came over and without answering him I wrapped my arms around him putting my head on his chest.
His hand was on my back now, and he quietly shushed me saying it would be ok. I let go of him and looked at his eyes, they were red from either crying or not getting sleep. At this point it could be anything.
"Was it my fault?" I looked down at my hands, he sat up a little more and I knew that he was staring at me, but all I could see was the image of him barely breathing, and almost bleeding to death.
"Hey.. Look at me.." his hand touched my cheek slowly bringing it to where I was looking at him. "I wasn't in the right mind, and I'm sorry for almost leaving you. I am Y/n, I truly am.." I could tell that he was trying to hold back his emotions.
By the cracking in his voice when he talked to me.
He pulled me over to him, I was now next to him in the bed, he wrapped his arms around me and I laid my head back on his chest, "I love you.." he said quietly kissing my head.
I smiled, "I love you too", not long after saying that he laid his head on mine. I wrapped my arm around his stomach and closed my eyes, no sooner after doing so we both fell asleep.
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Lenatheolive: Went to see why Y/n wasn't answering her phone, came in to find them asleep.
