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WARNING- This chapter talks about some gruesome things that happened to danny and does talk about suicide. Read at your own risk.

Aizawa silently carries a sleeping Danny to his room all the while hushing the other students to be quiet. He was not in the mood to deal with them right now. He felt as if he and Danny had just become a lot closer. He meant every word he had said to the boy. He wanted to be a better father figure towards him especialy after what uraraka had given him. He knew it was wrong, but he needed to know more about Danny. So he read the journal. Every last heartbreaking page. His blood was boiling by the end and it took everything out of him and some help from Yamada to keep him calm.

What Danny had written in these pages was down right traumatic and hes surprised the kid had stayed sane for this long. With his parents unintentionally always trying to kill him, his long list of people trying to end him on a daily bases, to the bullying and neglect from his parents, peers, and teachers. And what the GIW did to him. Then to lose the only people who actualy cared in such a tragic way.

Danny hasn't been able to really mourn or be a kid for a very long time and it clearly shows with his behaviors and why he does the things he does. He's been forced to grow up and fend for himself very quickly. Something he wasn't given the choice of.

Danny shouldn't act the way he does. Not at this young of an age. And that may never change. I want him to learn to open up to us. That non of us students or teachers are going to harm him. That's why I told Danny what I told him. He needs to know that he's not alone. That he's not the only one on his side. That he has people here and now ready to fight, support and love him. Its something he hasn't had in a very long time and I think thats why he started crying.

He finaly understood that its ok to be himself, that he doesn't have to be so closed off towards everyone.

I sigh laying him down in his new improved room. It was the same room as before, but the walls and floor and some furniture had been reinforced to last long and be stronger. It comes in handy with younger kids who arent able to control their powers that well. I place his sisters bear by his head and silently leave the room.

Getting back down stairs I inform the students to give Danny some time and that he's in a fragile state right now. I could tell most understood, but some I already knew were going to be trouble. There was nothing I could do right now though. So I wished the kids good bye and headed towards the teachers dorm.

Danny
I wake in my room. Everything had been fixed from when I had broken it. I felt very grateful for whoever had fixed them. Sitting up I yawn leaving the room. I make my down stairs.......slowly. I get to the bottom surprised to find everyone in the commen room watching T.V.

Kirishimas the first to notice me." Danny, dude, glad to see your up. We were all so worried." Urarakas the first to jump up. She surprisingly pulls me into a hug making me stumble back shocked. A girl, was willingly hugging me." I could tell I was blushing because my face hurt. Everyone, but bakugo gets up and starts asking me questions. I give a closed eyed smile. "Thanks for worrying about me guys and im sorry that I almost hurt you guys. Just some old memories came up and I lost control of myself." They nod in understanding.

I hear bakugo snort from the corner saying something." What was that bakugo? I didn't hear you!" What he said next was enough to piss me off to the extent that I will almost always regret my actions. But in that moment I didnt care." I said grow the fuck up pussy and stop expecting to be babied all the time. Its time to get over your fucken trauma."

All reason left me as my hands lit with green fire and my hands glowed green. Unintentionally I released to much power pushing everyone around me back as I stomped closer to bakugo. Standing a few feet away I rip my shirt off showing all of my scars on my chest and back." This ones from when I fought a monster in the ghost zone and it all, but ripped my liver from my body. This ones from when my parents shot me in the chest causing me to go into a coma for 3 days. This ones from when my arch nemesis dragged me across the concrete repeatedly using blood blossom to keep my wounds from healing. This ones from when I died" I say point to the lightning marks on my back spreading through my veins." And this ones when the government captured me and proceeded to cut me open and use ectoranium to keep me from healing. Any normal human would have died, but because I'm part ghost I keep healing. Do you know what it feels like having acid poured into your organs just to see if you'd survive or if you'd regenerate enough to live through it again. Ooh or what about this. Do you know what it feels like being tied up and being forced to watched your family and friends being murdered right in front of you. Im sorry I'm not perfect bakugo. That I'm a little bit fucken up. Wana know something too. If I had been stronger I could have saved them. I could have stopped them from dying. If I was stronger I would have had the strength to kill my older self, But I'm not. I'm sorry I'm so weak. If it wasnt for the fact that I know when I die I just become the stupid fucken king of the ghost zone I would have killed myself by now. Its never going to end for me. No matter what I do I always lose-" I scream, but am suddenly punched in the face by bakugo. I quiet down again tears falling from my eyes.

Bakugo had tears falling from his eyes as well." Thats not what I meant you fucken extra. Don't you ever fucken say that about yourself again. Your not weak. Your the strongest person in the fucken class. Possibly in the whole fucken school. How do you think that makes everyone else feel when you say when you want to kill yourself. You, the unstoppable Danny. The only person who can bring down such powerful villians and come out without so much as a fucken scratch. Yes you got fucken issues. We all do, some more than anyone. But it-its ok. We'll all get through it together." He says putting his head down grabbing me into a hug. I instantly calmed down feeling my own tears rapidly run down my face in realization of what I had just said and admitted to everyone. But even more so for that the one person who I thought hated me the most was sitting with me on the ground sharing in my pain. He was struggling too.

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