Its the next day and I decided I was going to go talk to Nash today. I got ready and went downstairs to where Cam was.
"Hey Cam. How was the date last night?" I asked him.
"It was good. We all had lots of fun. What did you do yesterday" Cam asked.
"I met O2L on the board walk and spent the day with them, then at night me and mom had a mother-daughter night." I informed.
"Wait, you ran into o2l yesterday?" Cam confirmed and I nodded.
"Anyways. Do you know if Nash is going to be home today?" I asked him.
"Ry, I don't really know if its a good idea to go talk to him." Cam explained.
"So. You know?" I questioned.
"Yep. I've always known" Cam sighed. "look, what do you plan on telling him?"
"The truth" I stated.
"What's the truth" He asked. I stayed silent. "I just don't want him getting hurt. He's my best friend"
"Do you think I wanted to hurt him? I never planned for any of this to happen. He was my best friend, too" I exclaimed.
"What are you gonna tell him?" Cam asked.
"I'm gonna tell him, I'm not sure. I'm gonna tell him how confused and blurry my mind is. I'm gonna tell him how, I need to figure out my feelings for him, and I need him around to do it." I stated. He understood and told me he should be home all day. After lunch, I headed to his house.
Once, I got there I knocked on the door. Hayes opened it.
"Hey Hayes" I exclaimed.
"Hey Ry, what's up?" Hayes asked.
"I was wondering if your brother was home" I informed.
"Oh, Nash, yea. He's upstairs, in his room he hasn't been in a good mood lately. I don't know why." Hayes annouced.
"Okay, thanks Hayes" I replied. I headed upstairs. I knocked on Nash's bedroom door.
"Go away Hayes. Not now." I heard Nash say. I knocked again. "Hayes, I said not-" He started but opened the door to see me. His eyes were puffy he was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt.
"Hi Nash" I said.
"Hey Ry. What are you doing here?" He asked confused.
"I wanted to talk to you. Can I come in?" I asked.
"Yea, sure" He said. I walked into his room, and he closed the door.
"Okay so listen. I'm not gonna sugar coat it. I'm just gonna come right out and say it. I'm confused. I don't know what I'm feeling. I never felt feelings like this before. I don't know if I like you or not. I don't wanna tell you I do because, I care way too much about you, to lie to you about it. All I'm trying to say is, I wanna be your friend again. I wanna spend more time with you to realize if I do like you or not. I just want things to go back to the way they were. Then, sooner or later, I'll figure out what I want, and I'll tell you." I explained.
"Okay. I get it." Nash stated.
"So, friends?" I assured.
"Best friends." Nash confirmed, with a smile.
"Thank goodness." I replied with a smile and we hugged.
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Right now, we are having another bon-fire, and sun was going down, now. I was sitting in between Nash and Allison.
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