Waves Of Love [Completed]

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I listened to the Euphoria soundtrack as I wrote this chapter, particularly "Forever" on repeat, so I'm linking it above as background music to this chapter! (The one hour version, lol)

Also, side note: My university's highest GPA is 4.0, so I'm using that "system"

Thank you guys for 900 reads!

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Chapter Twenty-Six

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*•RYAN'S POINT OF VIEW•*

Anger.

Such a violent emotion, such a burden. Anger causes one to say things they don't mean, anger causes one to do things they don't mean.

Anger makes you scary, anger makes you dangerous. But in my case, anger makes me murderous.

Anger has made me get in a car accident, lose my memory, and almost kill my best friend.

Fracturing Leon's skull was the final straw for me. I knew I needed to take action because it was not under control anymore.

I was toxic, I scared my little sister away. The person who should always have me as a protector feared me. And that absolutely crushed my heart.

So, when mom suggested I start anger management classes, I didn't hesitate to agree.

I start next week, and it makes me nervous.

But, I'll worry about that when the time comes. Right now I'm sitting across Leon on one of his chairs. The only sound breaking the silence was the faint laughter of our friends in the backyard.

"So . . ." Leon broke the awkward silence. "Where do we even start, am I right?" he chuckled, looking at the ground.

"We can start by saying how much of a dick I am," I spoke for the first time since my arrival. "I could've killed you," I whispered.

"Well, you didn't, so that's good," Leon said, still smiling lightly. "Ryan, I don't know why the hell I'm not mad at you."

He's not mad at me? How does that make any sense?

"That makes no sense," I spoke my thoughts. "You should be mad at me. Hell, you should probably hate me after this."

Leon leaned his head back on the couch, removing his ice pack. "I slept with your sister, we had made out once before that, I then told your sister I only wanted her for sex because of how afraid I was. I then made it up to her, all of that behind your back."