Change Of Fate

chapter - 3 Friendship

Mikael's POV

After catching my breath and calming myself a bit I got out of my bed and went straight to the kitchen. I grabbed a chilled bottle of water from the fridge and walked towards the bar in our living room. I drank the water and then poured a glass of whiskey for myself, even though the alcohol didn't affect me much but it still brought a few moments of drunkenness to me. I left the bottle of whiskey on the counter with a seperate glass for someone too.

Holding the glass of whiskey in my hand I walked towards the balcony and stared  towards the human world while replaying that horrible night and it's consequences again and again in my mind. This nightmare has become an Unseperable part of my life for the last 10 years. No one knows about this except for Vanessa, Alicia and two other people. Thinking about it has always forced me to drop a tear or two.
 
I was in my thoughts when I heard the other person pouring herself whiskey in the same glass that I had left on the counter. She walked towards me putting a comforting hand on my back she said "Some wounds never heal up Mika, we just have to live with them. "
"Did I do the right thing Vanessa? Sometimes I feel that I am a horrible person. "I told her.
"Mika none of it was your fault. And giving Victor to them was the best choice. You would not want your child to grow up without the love of family and the coziness of a pack. Plus when you had him you yourself were a child and suffering from that horrible experience. You know it more than me that at that time you wouldn't be able to raise a child. The one who is wrong is Victor's biological father, that bastard. He is the one who is wrong who should be punished. You wouldn't want your child to suffer the consequences of his son of bitch father, right? "
  
"Thanks Vanessa. I am so fortunate to find a friend like you. You know that the only ones that matters to me is you, Alicia and Joe. You both helped me a lot, I still indebted to you. If it weren't for you I don't know how I would overcome the part of my life. You both gave me the hope that I lost that day. Thankyou. Talking to you alway helps . Heh" I told her.

She did nothing but pulled me into a warm and comforting hug. We walked to the sofa and sat down still hugging each other. We were silent, saying nothing to each other, our friendship was everything that we needed from each other. I was 16 when it happened. My wolf Skoll had just emerged from my very being, I was happy and content. Skoll and I were still getting used to each other and with Vanessa being a powerful and very knowledgeable witch she was helping me with the changes that occurred to me. The date was 17 january a Sunday, I would never forget that day when a shoe dropped in my life.My life was not full of rainbows and stars but it was still better than I thought it would be when I first arrived in LA. Being with Vanessa and Alicia gave me everything that I needed from a family, that my own never provided me with. After sending me they just forgot me and never contacted me.

After a couple of weeks another shoe dropped when I got to know that I got pregnant, and I slipped into a depressed phase. I have not yet recovered from that incident and then I got pregnant. It felt like my whole life was falling apart. I dropped out ot school for a whole year because no one can know who I was in truth and the human community was ignorant of the fact that male can get pregnant too and home schooled my self. During my pregnancy Vanessa and Alicia did everything for me. I cannot go to a hospital and consult a doctor, and I cannot go back to my pack back to my family. I didn't wanted to abort because it was not the child's fault for I was suffering. Victor was born on 1st of November and again I had a normal delivery in Vanessa's care.

After his birth he stayed with me for a few months then we decided to give him away, because I was not ready for a responsibility as big as this one and at that time all Victor could do was to remind me the face of my culprit, but I never hated him. So in February Vanessa gave Victor to a childless werewolf couple of a big pack that lived near LA. I didn't disagree with her decision. And wrote every thing I felt for Victor and the reason for giving him away in a letter Vanessa handed the letter to the couple along with Victor. I wrote the letter hoping that if he ever got to know the truth about his biological parents then he would not hate me for giving him away.

Thinking so I and Vanessa fell asleep on the sofa again hugging each other.

Time skip

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At  roughly 7 am in the morning I felt someone snuggle into me on my other side. I smelled her rosy smell and  let her snuggle into me.

"Mika I am sorry that I was not able to prevent what happened back then, Even though I am more strong than an ordinary omega wolf but still you fell into that abyss because I was not strong enough." Skoll said to me licking the walls of my mind to comfort me.

  " It was not your fault Skoll, that bastard hit us with silver enough to make you fell in coma. But don't worry now, nothing like that will ever happen again. We have  been taking in little silver everyday since then and increasing it doses every few months for 10 years now. We're almost immune to it now. And Vanessa also has taught us so many spells and the use of the supernatural element in us. We are safe , happy and successful now. I just regret that I will be the reason that you will never be able to find your mate and be happy with him. I am sorry for that."I comforted him

" Mika, mate or no mate, I don't care about that anymore. I am happy with you Vanessa and Alicia here in this human world. You and I are the same person and what happened to you also happened to me, what you felt , I felt it too and now I don't want to find our mate. I want to atay away from those other werewolves now because I feel disgusted at them. Before it happen I dreamt of finding our mate who loved us so much that his love would fill every void in us but now I know that even if we find him even if he loves us he would never be able to fill the black hole that is now there in our hearts. " Skoll said

"Thanks Skoll, what you said means a lot to me." I replied.

After lying on the sofa with Vanessa and Alicia's on my either sides  for a few mor moments and inhaling their rosy and vanilla scents that were so relaxing to me  I decided to wake them up for the day. Alicia has her college in 2 hrs  and I and Vanessa gas to go to meet Joe today.

"Wake up little sweetheart time to get ready for college." I said to Alicia in her ear while shaking her a bit.

"Good morning Mika" She wished while yawning.

"Good morning Mika" Vanessa also woke up and said.

"Good morning beauties" I replied.