𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 who have been separated for some time reunite however, mindsets have changed, feelings have changed and all-around people have changed as a whole. What happens when the two realize it for themselves.
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭...
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When she rushed out the door I went home soon after, I knew that the little bit of hope I had for us throughout the few months that the nigga Trivago was dead or whatever was now gone. I knew that she would see him, get all emotional then they would live happily ever after. I thought that after yesterday night maybe just maybe her playing tug a war with her feelings would be over, it's far from it now.
I tore my room apart once I got home, punching the walls that I'm gonna have to replace soon. I had so much built-up anger within me, I know that if I don't go to the gym right now I might kill someone with my bare hands.
I got in the shower trying to calm myself down cause not only was the circumstances with Lee pissing me off but also the fact that I think about this girl more than she does me, I look like a goofy letting shit get to this point.
Once I finished showering, getting ready etc I went to the gym. I have always been so good at suppressing my feelings in life, not having to be so emotional, keeping shit to myself was beneficial but ever since Lee came back to Harlem it all went out the window.
I got to the gym and wasted no time, I started stretching making sure I don't pull a muscle cause a nigga already hit his dirty 30, things don't move the same way anymore.
As my workout slowly came to an end I could somewhat feel the anger leaving my body, I was calmer, more rational and I realized something that I been should have done for a while now. I need to end things with Maya I know I was wrong for letting things string on for this length of time, I realized I was just using her. I know that I don't see myself with her permanently or at all for that matter, even my mom and Alexis don't like her... well they don't like any girl I've ever brought home but that's beside the point.
Maya has been too sneaky, everytime I try to call her so we can do something together she claims she is tired, busy or has some type of Instagram influencer shit she gotta go to, she is probably already mentally disconnected from me and if she is then that's gonna make telling her we have to end things that much easier.
I drove home and took my shower and thought out all the ways I could approach her, all the ways I could be honest without possibly hurting her feelings. But how in the world do you break off things with a friend with benefits without someone getting upset or bitter.
I'm further realizing that even though I want Aaliyah all to myself I can't be wanting her but entertaining other bitches, shit doesn't make sense that way plus Maya is too much for me, it would never work between us no matter what.
I had to end this once and for all.
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