𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 who have been separated for some time reunite however, mindsets have changed, feelings have changed and all-around people have changed as a whole. What happens when the two realize it for themselves.
𝐂𝐨𝐩𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭...
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I can't breathe, I don't want to be here, I think my soul just left my body now thinking about it. I wished I was closer with mom and dad, I wish I felt loved my whole life by them, I wish I had made them proud as they wanted. They're gone, I just lost my parent and I'm never getting them back, I feel so empty. I feel like just a shell with no soul. Armon is losing it he's holding on to Destiny with his dear life right now as we sit here in the hospital waiting room, Layla and Aadalia are with me rubbing my back and trying to give me words of encouragement but nothing is working. I stopped crying although I was just staring straight ahead for the past 30 minutes, I could hear people talking in the distance but non of it was affecting me.
We still don't know what my parent's cause of death is but all the hospital could tell us was that they died together as if that's any news that we couldn't figure out on our own. I just want to close my eyes and be in a different time frame, a different hour, a different space. Everything hurts right now but at the same time I feel numb, the two people who gave me life are dead. I truly did appreciate the girls being able to make it cause Layla had a shift at the strip and Aadalia was already sleeping, they really abandoned everything just to support me and for that, I will forever be grateful for them.
Minutes were passing and incomes Demetrius and William whom I haven't seen in 4 years cause when the party was being held he was taking care of his grandmother in Missouri. Practically running to me comes Demetrius saying nothing to me he just grabbed me and hugged me, it was the type of hug that told me that he wasn't leaving me, that he had my back, that I could trust him. We stood there hugging each other as he rocked me back and forth saying "I know angel... I know, I'm gonna be here all damn night for you Lee, we gonna get through this together. Hearing that made me cry even harder into his lower chest area, he was so damn caring and sweet like he's truly a gift sent from God I swear.
I couldn't form any sentences I didn't want to speak but I felt that I needed to express this one thing; "D it hurts so badly...I don't even wanna be here anymore" I said to him, in all honesty, to him with my voice cracking after every word. " Don't say that shit you hear me, you're gonna keep living, this is hard I know even if I'm not going through your pain I still know that it's painful but you not leaving this earth till you're 2000 years old. You not leaving me anytime soon and I mean that you are my twin flame, my bestie, my safe space and I won't let you leave me... uhh us I mean, Layla, Aadalia, Armon, Destiny like that. I love you forever and always but please don't ever speak like that no again ok" he said with such assertiveness in his voice.
I acknowledged his words of kindness but none of it was really registering in my head fully so I simply nodded to what he had just said to me." Nah fuck all of that answer me with words Aaliyah swear to me that you won't talk like that again" him talking to me like that kinda got me sad cause he unusually calls me by my full name, so I did as instructed. "I swear to you that I won't speak like that again Metri" I look up at him with low yet sad eyes as he slowly tucks his bottom lip under his teeth nodding his head to me deliberately answering back with a simple "mhm".
