Unholy Confessions

Chapter 7

Johnny and I had been dating for a week, and everything was going very good. I wasn't as uptight as I was but I was still organized. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was thirteen, it sucks.

"Baby, are you working tomorrow?" Johnny asked.

"No, I've decided to take the day off, I felt stressed." I said.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Oh yes of course, I have anxiety so sometimes it's hard to work with so many people and so many chats." I said.

"Understandable. Well if you'd like to you can hangout with me tomorrow." He said.

"Well of course." I said, smiling.

Johnny had come over today and we watched movies, I loved spending time with Johnny, I felt safe.

"So, what should we do tomorrow?" I asked.

"I was hoping we could go to the beach. I love walking along it." He said.

"Me too. Let's do that. Are we going to Matt's at all?" I asked.

"No, he's spending time with Jade tomorrow." He said.

"Okay good, alone quality time with you is much better than lots of people chatting at once." I said.

"Well at least you're more social, being more social helps with the anxiety, the guys enjoy being your friend, you're like a little sister to all of them." He said.

"Well I am glad to have lots of friends. I only had Kiersten growing up." I said.

"Well you have us now. I may be short but I got muscle." He said, laughing.

I smiled as we watched movies for the rest of the day, I didn't realize but I fell asleep in his arms late at night. I woke up and it was morning.

Morning.. MORNING?! I slept with him? Like beside him? Is it right? Will I be okay?

I moved from the couch and got a coffee. I thought to myself, maybe a coffee and a book will help. I got my glasses on and sat down, reading the book. My focus was horrible so I put down the book. I immediately texted Jade.

Me: Jade. I have a problem.

Jade: What's wrong?

Me: I fell asleep last night on the couch, with Johnny.

Jade: That's not bad.

Me: Well I've never slept with someone, not even Michael.

Jade: Well did you feel comfortable with it?

Me: Well yeah, I guess.

Jade: Then stop worrying about it sweetheart.

I put my phone down and Johnny woke up.

"Coffee?" I asked.

"Yes please." He said, smiling.

"So I uhm, I kinda fell asleep with you." I said.

"That's okay." He said.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"Of course! Don't worry about it baby." He said.

I nodded and kissed him. I never wanted to make someone feel uncomfortable ever. Especially Johnny.